His Feelings and Thoughts

Chapter 14: Thinking and Decides

While in the dormitory, drunk Heinrich who laughing at everything while his eyes open, even his dorm mates told him to go to sleep, Heinrich still laughing as he ignores the reminders from his dorm mates after that they start to avoid him because of the strong smell of alcoholic beverage that buys in a wine carriage.

While he is drinking wine, he suddenly collapsed from his sit. And moaning at midnight even his dorm mates are sleeping too deep. And he stand up and his motion went madly moving and collapsed again in his bed.

In the next day, the complains of the dorm mates after they sniffing the corridors, smell like stunning wine accidentally pouring into the floor and rotten in the same spot. As they madly knocking the room door of Heinrich, no answer from inside, they decide to break his room door but the owner of their dormitory warns them. "Ignore him, that's it! If you want to break one of my room door, I will fine you!" looks like awaking from the bed owner while she looking at Heinrich's dorm mates, one of them are holding axe as they plan to break it. After the owner warns them, they decide to ignore Heinrich and tried to tolerate the smell that they sniffed while crossing from that day.

A hour later, Heinrich wakes up late in the morning, he seems like has no idea what happen last day, and he saw the wine spills to his room's floor, he decide to clean up while he took a rug, washed and quickly proceed back to his room.

While he clean up his mess, he is thinking about the people in his surroundings are hating him because of his habit of being drunk, and saying that he ruined the model as a student by drinking wine in the student dormitory. While thinking, Heinrich formed his lips to smile quitely while cleaning the floor. He noticed that no one of his dorm mates are waking up into the positives instead of habit that he start last day.

After cleaning, he decides to write a another letter and sandwiched again in the notebook. While writing, he also thinks that he wasn't visited by Harold due to his madness from being drunk. He start to be lonely and he didn't go outside for wandering around the city and planning to go to his hometown, Munich, Germany to forget what he had done in this city of Hamburg.

He bravely enough to visits Harold while holding the notebook. While walking, he was been avoided by people surround him as they talking about random while looking at Heinrich who wearing messy and his hair are didn't groom well while walking through the streets to Harold's second home.

After walking and proceed to the house, he knocks loudly while Harold is peeking through the keyhole, he saw Heinrich looks like a stranger due to his looks different than Harold meet him previously. He carefully opens the door and Heirich immediately give the pink notebook to Harold without a word coming out and leaving without greetings.

Harold stares emotionless to Heinrich walking too far away from him. And while closing his door, he suspiciously thinking about Heinrich who changed a lot due the habit, Harild also heard the news from his friends that Heinrich ruined his habit to be a student, became habit of being drunkard.

While walking inside his house aisle, he sniffing the notebook, he looking disgust because of the strong smell of wine, he decides to bring the letters out and put in his table and pouring the notebook carefully with a rose scented liquid, and sprays with a fresh picked tulip mixed with water per page of that notebook that removed the strong smell of wine. He tried to cared about the ink in the paper pages while spraying it. After he scented the notebook as he worried that Danica smelled her favorite notebook when smells like wine, she didn't like it. That's why Harold effortly scented her notebook and when it dry per page, he put the letters per page as Heinrich arranged it by date.

After he put the letters where sandwiched into the notebook, he is looking the clock outside his room, that is already night time, he decides to review from the discussin that tackled last week without thinking about Heinrich.