His Feelings and Thoughts

Chapter 12: After Writing, Bad Happens

Meanwhile in the dormitory where Heinrich stays, after he wrote viel (four) letters for that day before he give it to the mädchen (girl) that he liebt (love). In that minute, he totally surprised when he noticed that Harold didn't visit him in this time, thinking that his friend starts to avoid him due to his writing something that may be his priority to talk hinself instead talking to the closest people like Harold is, from this time that he was been left lonely, he starts to mind his own business as he think that he can avoid distraction to other people and let him doing his own instead of approaching immediately to Harold.

As he neverminds his problems as he kept it like a drawer full of documents and laughing like crazy as he believe that laughing is escaping from the major problems that he can't avoid that fast, as he just spending time to writing a letter as he tried to flirt that girl, feeling bored, still dreaming loved by a girl. After he wrote another one letter, he sandwiched the letters to the notebook that Danica finds it last time.

In that hour when he feels bored, he suddenly thinking that life in Hamburg is something boring just like attending universities to limit the bad matters in whole life as a student. As he thinks that he would change to be different student, he runs outside from the dormitory that he rests, running through a merchant's carriage full of wine! He has creepy smiling while he sees lots of wine bottles inside, he quickly pull his money from his mantel's (coat's) pocket. Greeting the merchant and reached the money and saying Danke (thank you).

While Harold crossing to visit Heinrich in the dormitory after his tour around Hamburg, he shocked that Heinrich is going outside from the carriage while bringing a buyed wine bottle and stops at the front of Harold.

"Heinrich?" Harold lowers his voice while he calling Heinrich. However, Heinrich ignores him in the another time, Harold shocks and asking himself why, in that time, Harold follows Heinrich inside the dormitory as he spying through Heinrich's activity. Few minutes later, Harold slowly opens Heinrich's room door,

"Hey! Geh raus in mein zimmer! (Get out to my room!)" mad and strange manner and drunked Heinrich said while straight drinking wine in the study desk, laughing alone and always mention Danica in every sentence that came out from his mouth. While Harold still standing in the door frame, watching awfully his friend who drinking wine insead of chocolate, causing Heinrich mads at that time, Harold told him to stop drinking and tried to talk and near him but Heinrich didn't listen that time and shaking his head left and right. "Ich...sagte...RAUS! (I...said...GET OUT!)" Heinrich booming his anger that he fears Harold who quickly run from sein zimmer (his room) to his second house as he can because he imagined that he was been throwed and killed by Heinrich from madness in his head.

"What I have done? Why he acted like that? I think, he is too drunk." Harold suddenly thinking while he stop first due to his knees went tired but he still far from his second home, he still go but almost crawling as he control and spend his strength enough.