His Feelings and Thoughts

Chapter 3: Something Happen...

Next day after happen in the dark terror office of the dean, Carlos surprisely received a letter from his parents, his eyes have flowing his tears while he is walking proceed to Harold and Heinrich who sitting in the bench at the front of café. They surprised that his friend Carlos crying while reading a letter from his parents, in that moment, Harold and Heinrich quickly standing and nearing to Carlos.

"You know *sob*, my parents said *sob* that I will go to my hometown first *sob* and then took all my things *sob* in our house, I think they want me to exile." Carlos said while Harold and Heinrich rubbing their hands to Carlos' back. "It's okay, Carlos, we hope that your problems were pass someday." Heinrich said while Harold tells Carlos to sit down in the bench but he didn't. "A lot of problems in your head, Carlos, in that case, I will shelter you first here in Hamburg..." Harold told Carlos a offer but he suddenly declined. "Sorry, I am not receive any offer from you, thank you for being part of my college life. I will go to my hometown by feet, Adios (Goodbye)." Carlos said after he standing from the bench and told them also to never met and see again.

"What's wrong is our friend, he doesn't speak and need our help." Harold stared at Carlos who walking to distance far from them. Heinrich looks worried about their friend Carlos who has been kicked out with their other friend Alexis, "Maybe, some people follows their own decisions instead of approaching their friends and family about the situation." The sun rose from the deep orbit, as Harold told Heinrich to go to university for another time to review for recitation. Heinrich take the time to buy some bread to fill their stomach before they proceed.

While they started to enter the university, they was been encountered again by a group of young female students from FCU, as Heinrich saw again Danica, he felt daydreaming until Harold taps Heinrich's left shoulder. "What happen to you?" Harold immediately asks, "Oh, nothing, nothing!" Heinrich quickly answered. "Nothing? You stare a group of ladies from different school." Harold said to Heinrich while they walk across the corridor until they reach their respective classroom to attend the first subject.

While their first class hours, Harold noticed that Heinrich took some papers to write anything while listening to their professor in that said subject. He don't want to distract anybody, just he stay silent while listening until their first subject hour ends.

His seatmate named Franz von Engels-Schmidt who fell asleep during classes due to his headache that want him to go home for his recovery. Harold ignored Franz first due to reviewing as a preparation for that day's recitation. In that moment, as Harold noticed Franz, one of his another classmate immediately called by Harold to bring Franz at their campus' clinic before their second subject. As his classmate pleasing smile and accept the command from Harold, he would be fine that he might help his classmates as Harold always no time to help others and he take some free time to waste due to his advanced study, his classmate that he commands, he would be fine to simply bring sickly Franz to the clinic because their classroom are little bit far from the clinic.

After Franz having a sleep at the clinic, their classmate immediately quick walking before the second subject comes in time, as he reach their classroom, he noticed Harold who naps in his desk, as he near Harold to tell that Franz is fine, taking medicine to support against his headache, and then their classmate sat on Harold's side as he peek Harold's desk activity, "Ah, er liest seine bücher, Ich noch nie stören sein wieder..." (Ah, he read his books, I never disturb him again..."), while he leave Harold alone from the position, Harold noticed that their classmate have a problem based on his face.

During another class hours to the students who felt asleep, the professors out there doesn't really care about the students, they immeduately listing their names and bringing to the dean's office. In Obligation class, Harold noticed again Heinrich who still smiling and staring like a child, looks like he is daydreaming after last time that they met a group of young female students, "After this class hours, I want to talk to Heinrich, I ask him why he is smiling about." Harold starts talking himself as he worried about Heinrich, as thought that he is smiling to beat problems that may affect his mental health.

At the time that Law students went too silent due to their fear about recitation that their professor reminds them. As Harold went volunteer as first student to asked a complicated question, he answered clearly and having a correct mark from that recitation, next to him which is answered that almost there in correct answer but the professor is very strict on grading, he put fail mark from that recitation. Heinrich will be next, he answered clearly but again, almost there in correct answer, putting failing mark.

After the recitation, the professor asks the students to stand up who having failing marks, fifteen of them are sitting out of thirty four students. The professor told the students including Heinrich to take a pressure quiz in next week. Some students who standing are having frown faces and some of them are saying it is not included in the discussion, the professor asks them madly, either taking quiz without complaining or having failing grade and bring to the dean's office to kicked out those who complaining that day just like what happen to Alexis and Carlos last day before this situation. The students who standing were all quite as they afraid to having failing marks and answered him that they taking quiz next week. After that, the professor suddenly saying goodbye class and dismissal time.

After the classes, Harold immediately approached their classmate for asking about his mental health, as the classmate keep saying it's fine and don't need help from him, Harold just taps his classmate's shoulder and leave from that classmate's side. Then he approached again to Heinrich, he told him to stay again at his uncle's house to talk about what happen last time this school day.

As Heinrich agreed to stay again at Harold's uncle's house for long talk and sleepover to gain social and strenght that safe to their mental health as they worked each other, sharing thoughts as in case they help how to cheer up into themselves.