Today, I rededicated my life. Not only to God, but to myself and my family. I decided that I should at least attempt to make this work. It’s only been about two months since I married Miss Tammy, and although this has been the worst to face the fact that she is brilliant in every way imaginable, entices my sense and thrilling me in new ways everyday. I mean, she is so serious and diligent in her work. I mean, we were sitting at the table downstairs, we live in my house and have decided to keep the other as a guest house.
The most beautiful thing to me, however, was her growing pregnancy. I swear, the more I see her, the more attracted. I am to her, she drivers me crazy. Although we do still sleep in the same bed, I’m being respectable and haven’t touched her. We didn’t even have a wedding night. At first, she was tired, and when that excuse got old, I straight out asked and she told me simply to not touch her. That was six weeks ago, and this condition is certainly getting worse, not better. She does allow foe me to hold her while we sleep but this smell of her is driving me wild, and the nibbles of her I am allowed to switch every now an then done make the pill easier to swallow.
I love her, have since the day I met her, but she’s pushing my buttons. Her fire temper only makes me want her passion more, but there’s only one thing left for me to do.