JaMarion POV
We've been sitting here watching a movie until Zy fell asleep. We were watching a movie called Best Man Holiday or something like that.
It was a little sad almost had a real nigga shed some tears.
Zy ass flat out cried like a baby.
I swear I don't understand how she can be dangerous but a cry baby at the same time.
She tried so hard to fight her sleep. It was like watching a baby fight their sleep but went anyway.
She got comfortable balled up in my side and any time I moved she scooted closer.
If she wasn't sleep I would a sworn she was doing it on purpose.
Its like she could feel my body heat shift every time.
I wish our relationship had been like this when we first met. No drama. No fights.
Just US!
I know it was me who mostly f****d it up but I don't want that to happen again.
I messed up and I know Zyaria is still hesitating around me. I think she knows I’m not going to hurt her but she's still unsure.
We still haven't discussed the past or my kids because I want to see them but I don't want to rush so that Zy can began to trust me again.
I hope it happens eventually.
I need my family.
Zayden's POV
Uncle Hakeem sat in his hospital bed smirking.
I really think the old coon has lost his mind.
I just spent thirty minutes pouring out my heart and all my dirty little secrets and he's sitting here smirking.
"Uncle Hakeem...did you hear a word I said all this time?" I asked nervously.
He closed his eyes and nodded slowly.
Then he finally spoke.
"I already knew Zayden."
My mouth dropped to the floor.
"What do you mean you already knew? I just found out two years ago."
"Zayden do you not realize who I am and what I do for a living? I am trained to know the signs of everything. I realized you would eventually like men from when you were just a boy. Your father even knew before he passed. He always use to joke around with me and say "As long as he adopts or has someone else makes me some grandbabies, I'm just fine." We never had a problem with it, but we had a problem with the fact that you ignored your feelings from the time you were sixteen and liked that boy back in Michigan. Your father said he saw the way you would look at him but you never acknowledged it. There's nothing wrong with it Zayden. People have no control over those types of feelings but I would like for you to tell my niece before someone gets hurt and it bites you in the ass. She has known you were cheating but she never would expect this. I don't know why you didn't just tell her in the first place because you know Zy. She's your best friend before anything. You should have thought about that."
I wiped my eyes and nodded.
I knew he was right.
I know Zy cares for me because we grew up together. I don't know why I didn't talk it out but I’m going to do it now.
"I’m going to tell her but I cant seem to get in touch with her."
"Why don't you just wait until tomorrow because I think there is someone you should be getting back too."
I smiled.
"You're right."
I hugged him quickly and dashed out the door.
By the time I got to the bottom floor I was running to my car.
I broke a couple speed limits to get to Shaun's house.
I hopped out of my car and ran up to the door.
I beat on the door until he opened up.
Seeing his eyes puffy broke my heart.
"Zayden I thought--"
I smashed my lips to his aggressively.
When I felt him losing breath I pulled away.
"I'm not going anywhere. You're mine and I'm yours."
Only Yours.