Chapter 14
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Zyaria's POV
"JaMarion" I whine.
He looks at me with a raised eyebrow.
"I’m hungry"
"Zy you just ate a hour ago how is your little ass still hungry?"
I shrugged.
"Me and my inner me have to eat. So its like I'm eating for two."
He shakes his head and chuckles.
"Its not funny I’m serious now feed us." I pout.
"I'll think about it."
I glare at him while we get in his truck after dropping the twins off with Uncle Hakeem at the hospital.
They wanted to spend the day with him so Uncle Hakeem told me to get some loving from JaMarion which I thought was pretty disgusting for my Uncle to say to his niece.
Thank god JaMarion wasn’t in there.
"Zy I know your lil short ass hear me talking to you."
I look at JaMarion and glare.
"I was thinking shut up and don’t call me short."
He chuckles again.
"Whatever midget."
I roll my eyes and huff.
Ole stupid ass.
"Keep up with that attitude and ill pass right by Wendy’s."
My eyes widen and then I look at him quickly with a smile.
"That's what I thought."
Ugh.
We pull into Wendy’s drive thru and he pays for my baconator fries and chicken nuggets.
As soon he gets the bag from the lady in the window I snatch it from him and been to cure my munchies.
He shakes his head at me and we head to his house.
JaMarion's POV
I walked in the house with Zy pushing past me and running up the stairs.
I locked the door and head up behind her.
I find her in my room spread out in my bed on her back scrolling through my Netflix.
I take off my shoes then grab some shorts out the closet and change quickly in the bathroom.
When I walk out the bathroom Zy looks up.
I hear her gasp before she turns back to the movie she's watching.
At least I know I still have an affect on her now its time to start getting my relationship with her on track.
I ease on the bed and slide in between her legs. She looks up at me in shock.
And I smile down at her and she blushes before turning her head.
I think for a second and realize I couldn’t want any other girl besides her.
I lean down and kiss her neck slowly then she turns to me and looks at me with fear in her eyes that makes me freeze.
I raise up some and look at her with confusion.
"What's on your mind Zy?"
She takes a deep breath.
"We haven't had the chance to sit and talk about us but for some reason I don’t want to. I feel myself falling in love with you all over again and it scares me because of how fast I’m falling. I don't want to be hurt again. I don’t think I could take it especially from you when you're all I wanted from the beginning since that first night at the party." She said with tears streaming down her face as she plays with the ends of my newly dyed dreads.
I wipe them away and kiss her softly then kiss her forehead before speaking.
"Zy I know nothing I say or do will ever change the past. Hell I look back on the past every day I look at you and the twins and think what the hell was I thinking back then. I honestly don’t know what made me do the things that I did to you and them. I know throughout that whole time I knew I loved you even if I didn't show it. I promise with all my heart and my soul I'll spend the rest of my life making you and the twins have the best life I can no matter how long it takes. I want to spend the rest of my life making up for all the pain I caused you and them. I had every intention when I first got out of prison to destroy you the way I was but then I realized when I saw the fear in your eyes the first time you saw me at the hospital that I loved you from the beginning and I'll never stop. So please just give me that chance Zy."
She rubs her fingers through my dreads making me close my eyes and sigh.
"I had already started giving you a chance JaMarion. The moment I saw you with the twins and when I found out that you asked for the best cancer doctors in the country to fly here to help Uncle Hakeem and when I saw the way you look at the twins and I when we're out together. I see how much you care despite everything and I couldn't not give you a chance not knowing what life could be like for us. "
I blew out a breath that I didn’t know I was holding.
"Zy can I ask you something?" I said
"Yes."
"Have my babies."
She laughs and looks at me sideways.
"You can't be serious right now. "
"I couldn't be more serious. Things didn’t go as planned with the twins and I saw how happy Dada was when he told me they were having twins. Because I was so stupid before I didn't get to experience it. I want to have that experience and I wouldn't want to experience it with nobody other than you. "
She stared at me.
"Okay JaMarion but we need to work on us first so our babies have a stable home." I smile down at her.
I’m fine with that at long as she carries my seeds.
Uncle Hakeem's POV
"Uncle Hakeem can we play." The twins said sitting on both sides of my bed.
"Yes but first do your uncle a favor."
"What is it?" They ask excitedly. I chuckle.
They're going to help me get the woman of my dreams.
"Go to the front desk and ask for Nurse Naomi and tell her that your uncle wants to talk to her because he's missing her beautiful self." They scurry out of the room quickly.
I know I know. I’m a dirty man but a difficult beautiful woman calls for extreme measures.
She'll be mines soon a Carter never gives up.
- Writer
