Chapter Two At least until nearly a month after the confrontation at her place. One evening, I came in from work and found the following message on my answering machine: “Alejandra...” “Please stop calling.” “I know you mean well, but...” “You’re hurting me.” “Please stop.” “Please.” I don’t have the words to describe how haunted and haunting her voice was. I barely recognized it. I played that recording over and over that night, crying so hard and so long that the world became a blur. But, eventually, the message penetrated even my thick skull. I resolved to do as she asked. I would leave her alone. What choice did I have? I don’t want to suggest that I had taken Colleen for granted, but when someone has always been there for you, it’s easy to feel, unconsciously at least, t

