The United Lovers

feelings

I stopped when I felt eyes on me and looked up to see Phill staring at me I smiled and he smiled back, he asked if I would like a drink and I accepted. Sam and Micheal had just come out of their room with their backpacks ready for their wall and picnic lunch to the waterfall, we said see you later to each other and then they heading out of the door phill come over and give me a kiss on the top of the head and said that I looked absolutely gorgeous I blushed a bit but I replied so do you sexy and he smiled he then told me that we were having a picnic lunch on the lounge floor I smiled and said ok, I went and sat on the chair while phill was busy in the kitchen, something smelled delicious.

Phill said lunch was ready so he helped me ove rather the blanket and then he brought our lunch over it was chicken and garlic bacon bake it smelt absolutely yummy he had two bowls and two glasses, he then grabbed the bottle of water and the bottle of coke. he sat down opposite me and dished me up some food we sat in silence while we ate and once we had finished I said that was yummy, he smiled and said thank you. he then said is it ok if we have a chat I replied of course it is hun, he smiled and moved closer to me.

Phill looked nervous and when he started to speak you could tell that he was trying to find the right words to say so I asked if I could go 1st and he said yes. I said to Phill we have been friends for a long time and I'm sorry I haven't told you everything so I'll start with that then head to the next part of my conversation he smiled and nodded his head, I started to explain what had happened with Thomas and why it had happened and he looked like he was getting extremely mad, I took a pause and asked if he was ok he said he was so I continued with everything that had happened in the last couple of weeks within out relationship and what had happened Tuesday and Wednesday and then the text he sent me on Friday. Phill sat and listened and said the he wished he could take away all of my pain for me. I smiled and said thank you. then I said this next part is hard for me but I need to get ot off my chest before I combust. I looked at him and said I'm in love with you and I have been for four years I need you to know that I want to be with you but I need time to get over what's happened and to see how you feel.

he looked at me and smiled and said I can give you all the time in the would babygirl I'm happy to take it at your pace and I've been in love with you for the past 4 years to I smiled and moved closer to him to hug him. I said really you feel the same and he replied with yes I've been trying to find the courage to tell you for the past 12 months but I could never work out how to tell you beautiful. I smiled and snuggled closer into him. I said what do we do now, he replied we will take it at your pace I won't force you into anything baby girl you mean the world to me and your happiness is all that I care about.

I looked at him and smiled and said thank you sexy, he just winked and kissed my forred, we sat the for half an hour discussing what we should do now that we had both expressed our feelings and we came up with the idea to wait for a month before making anything office or trying anything and I agreed that I though that would be best as well, I said before we start that one month can I please sit on your lap and have a proper kiss he said I can accommodate that for you babygirl.

we both stood and he went and sat on the couch and I sat on his lap and waited for him he held me in his arms while I sat on his lap and he moved his head in closer to me and asked me if I was 100% sure about this kiss and I said yes I am. he then moved his lips to being within an inch of mine and tightened his hold on me and then he lightly moved his lips closer ans closer untill they were touching mine. he lingered for a second before her started to kiss me he was so soft and gentle that it felt so right he then used his tounge to coax my mouth open to give me a proper kiss like I had asked for, he kissed me with so much passion and love that I returned the kiss the same way. when we pulled apart he smiled and said I love you baby girl.