Yaroslava's POV
At night, I had nightmares again. I woke up in the dark, alone, with memories of my friend bleeding in my arms. I couldn't help her.
Shit! How much longer will the past haunt me?
Rinat made me take tranquilizers at such times so that I could forget, at least for a while. But Jan was my peace and oblivion, without any medication. And now Jan and I were fighting and pushing each other away. It was a pity that the past could not be brought back…
I lay in the bathtub for a long time, until the water was completely cold. Outside the window the dawn was rising, illuminating the sky with its first rays, painting
