Jan's POV
“Yes, you're right, Jan — this is your essence,” she replied in a sad half-whisper. “And you shouldn't have apologized. Ultimately, it's not your fault, and neither you nor I need that guilt anyway. And you really should get some sleep. I won't bother you anymore. I hope you change your mind about the baby and let us go.”
“Goddamn it, Yaroslava!” I shouted, unable to control myself. “Tell me, are you such an impenetrable fool in life, or is it only with me that this trait of yours manifests itself?! Can you think of anyone else but y
