Jan's POV And now I stood at the window and asked myself what I should do next. I couldn't think of anything. I was unable to understand why she had left. Everything was fine… Every day, the certainty grew stronger and stronger in my mind that this time I wouldn't be able to find her and bring her back because she didn't need me anymore. My beast had almost completely calmed down. The pain of losing it grew worse every day. And one day I just turned into a wolf, lay down on my bed and forgot everything and everyone. For the first two weeks I

