Epilogue Sawyer I never expected a party as big as the one Tara threw for me. She invited people I’d worked with over the years, people who flew in to see me. All our friends from Tuesday nights. And my parents. And here I thought there were only about three people in the world who gave a s**t if I was alive or not. I walked around the room feeling a touch out of place. f**k, no. That wasn’t it. I felt like a damn alien. They were all there for me, but there wasn’t one person I wanted to talk to. And that felt shitty. I barely spoke to most of my former coworkers, even though they were good people. My parents were staying at our house so I’d had enough of them for a while. And our friends… I wasn’t sure I was going to be able to say goodbye to them. I grabbed a beer from the open ba

