ANSEL
I feel horrible.
I feel horrible for talking to her like that!
She didn't deserve that. I shouldn't have said all those things to her! Oh God! The pain in her eyes when she looked up at me in disbelief…
That look tears a piece of me every time it flashes in my head.
I fall on the bed and bury my face in my hands.
I caused her that much pain and for what? Just because she kissed that stupid son of a b***h??? That's none of my business! I shouldn't have acted that way! We might be in a relationship infront of the cameras but we are not in a real relationship behind the scenes!
And I had no right to react that way because she's not my girlfriend and she shouldn't be faithful to me. I shouldn't expect her to be faithful to me! She doesn't owe me loyalty.
But still… Why di
