ARIELLA I wake up feeling like s**t! My mouth tastes like s**t! My head hurts like s**t! I feel hungry as s**t! And the f*****g light! Can someone just close the curtains? Sam must have parted them wide open to torture me! To make me suffer! Oh… I am at Ansel's house. And I am not speaking to Sam. Ugh! Shit! Last night I got really drunk! All I remember is crying and Ansel grabbing the champagne bottle from me. I recall so little from last night… But I remember so clearly that Ansel is leaving the country. He will go to Paris for a whole f*****g year. Just the thought of it terrifies me… I mean, life without him… I sit up in bed, suffering the hangover. I get this sickly feeling in the pit of my stomach. I bolt to the toilet and throw up. As I sit there on the toilet flo

