My heart is in my mouth!
I am nervous and restless and tense.
A film of sweat forms on my brow and I quickly wipe it away with the back of my hand.
I take in a deep breathe and knock on the wooden door.
Shit! What the f**k am I doing?
Why am I here?
I shouldn't be here. I should be at home, with my man, eating popcorn as we Netflix and chill because it is a weekend.
But instead, I drove to this posh apartment after I lied to Ansel that I was going to see my family. He wanted to accompany me but I insisted that I wanted some 'Alone Time' with them because I have not seen them in so long. I hope he bought my story…
I hear the approaching of footfalls and my heart pounds even faster and louder.
The door swings open and I freeze on the spot.
Ethan.
A smile breaks on his f
