Pickard Street seems deserted as I turn the corner to Bret Hicks’s house fifteen minutes later. I walk up to the front door and knock. Memories from the past few years flash in my mind. I look across the yard to my former house. I am suddenly reminded of my past life with Russ, and the new beginning with Philip. Movement from behind the Hick’s front door jars me out of my trance, and a friendly face pokes out from behind the lace curtains. Janice Hicks. When she opens the door, she says, happiness in her voice, “Christian. This is a surprise. Come in. Get out of the cold.” “Is it a good time?” She smiles weakly. “It’s a pleasant surprise.” “I was in the neighborhood,” I say, remembering my promise to Bret. “We’re just about to eat. Would you like stay for dinner?” “No thanks,” I a

