Road To Revovery

Chapter 12 Built Up

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Avery's POV

I'm disappointed because I want to rock Elijah's world even though I don't remember how honestly.. I just feel something like this is like riding a bicycle and once I get started that it will naturally come back to me.. because I know what I want to do to him, it's just actually taking control and getting what I want which is hard.. I know he is trying to be respectful, but man there's a big part of me that wants him to say f*#k it and take me right here and now.. but of course I had to find a nice guy in this ocean of assh*les.. but it's ok, I'll finally get the guts to say something to him someway or somehow..

I watch him come back into the room just keeping his head down as he slightly glances up but looks away again piling my bags of clothing on the bed for me to access way easier. He leaves again grabbing the rest of my bags and nicely setting them down like the gentleman he is. "Thanks Eli." I try to say in a sexy tone.. that tone I think grabbed his attention, as he turns around and winking at me making my insides melt at that view. This man knows the little things to do to get my attention and I swear he has my full attention.

I try to calm my body as I pull out a bag from the top, opening it to see a burgundy lace bra and thong set. I smirk to myself thinking about how I think Eli would like this and maybe I should just get his opinion on it. I pull the hanger that's attached to both the top and bottom of the set. But once I hold it up to get a better look, I'm instantly thrown into a memory.

I'm in my old room holding up a sexy burgundy lace lingerie set as I smirk to myself quickly putting it on so I can slink out of my room and over to my Ex husband's room. He is laying on the bed in just his boxers as I watch the shock hit his features at the sight of me in this outfit. I smirk at that not giving him a chance to say anything, I jump on top of him, putting him directly inside of me as I ride him like there is no tomorrow.

He is loving it so much that I see him lift his hand pointing at something. I stop and turning around to see a woman naked and slinking over to us. "Who the f*#k is that?" I spat at him. I try to get off of him but he holds my hips before replying. "Well you have been so busy lately with everything that I brought a girl in to take care of me.. and I thought since you started this, that you wouldn't mind having her for ourselves.. it could be lots of fun, just give it a chance baby." He tries to convince me, but I'm livid now. I slap his hand off of my hips as I stand abruptly.

"Yeah I know I have been busy lately that's why I planned this fun night for us.. I can't believe you would cheat on me.. we haven't even been married a year! What the hell!.. I knew I shouldn't have listened to my partners and got married to you! This is bullsh*t, I'm moving out of this room and into the guest bedroom that I have been using as just my closet! You're not allowed in there and I'm going to divorce you and get something else going.. don't even try to come up with something to say.. I'm done with you.." I spitefully state as I storm out of that room and into the guest room.

I hear my phone beeping.. I'm pissed and need a distraction so I grab my phone to see who is messaging me.. It's that hot older client, Michael, that I use to have s*x with for years to get his business and have some fun.. that is until I got married less than a year ago and I have been faithful since.. Michael didn't like that too much, but seeing what perfect timing he has at this moment, I feel like I need to take advantage.. Doing something to take my mind off of my unfaithful husband.

I reply back pretty quickly getting a meeting spot together as I just leave the lingerie on with my long jacket over the top. I quickly drive to my work, meeting him there as we take this party up stairs to my office.

The whole way up we make-out in the elevator, getting us both hot and bothered about what's to come. We get to my office throwing everything off of my desk as he turns me around, bending me over my desk, penetrating me instantly, just pounding me from behind.. s**t I recognize this memory now.. it's the one I saw already about f*#king him before. I just fake moan because this whole thing is not easing my mind of my stresses and I'm just regretting coming up here.. but by doing this I get another big bonus that maybe I can use to buy a new home and move away from this place. I think about anything and everything to do with this bonus just staring at my nails, throwing in fake moans here and there trying to get him through this as quickly as possible. He finally hits his climax, as I pretend like I had the best time talking with him as I quickly send him on his way.

When the door shuts behind him I'm brought back to Elijah's room.. I can't believe my Ex lied to me what an assh*le! I'm so happy I'm divorcing him now.. I can't believe he said all this was my idea.. technically the two bedrooms was my idea but not everything else!

Besides all that stupid chaos.. It did seem like he was having a great time with me taking care of him, that I think I could do that same thing with Elijah... Oh that sounds scrumptious.. I would rock his world if he would let me and at least I know he doesn't have a other girl in here with us because his apartment is so small that there are really no places to hide.. that's not a shot at the size by any means, it's just a relief because I know he isn't being two-timing like my Ex..

Elijah has just been so good to me this whole time even after everything and that thought alone makes me want to just rock his world. I push all of my bags onto the floor clearing off the bed as I slip out of my clothing, throwing them to the corner where there seems to be a dirty clothes hamper. I grab the bra and thong, slipping them on and taking a look over the sight that is my body.. making sure I look good before heading out to try to seduce him.. He has practically asked me to move in and be his.. and man that's all I want right now.. so wish me luck, that I can break that respect barrier to get what we both want.

I strut out of the bedroom trying to be sneaky so I can suprise him like I'm hoping to. I watch him start to prepare the dinner throwing it all into this pot as he sets the timer, then turning around washing his hands. I open my mouth to talk and freeze up.. "So Eli, what do you think?" I squeak out before I chicken out.

He glances over as I watch his eyes go wide in shock but awe as well.. It is such a turn on that he is looking at me like I'm the most beautiful woman in the room. That look just takes the breathe right out of my lungs. He just nods, not responding outloud, but that look on his face is enough response for me.. We are both looking more nervous than ever so I decide to take advantage of his speechless mode just trying to take this leap of faith and hopefully it's a good decision for the both of us.

"I liked it too, I think it fits just right.... so on that note, I was thinking since the cooker over there says we have 20 minutes.. that we could really put this to the test, showing me how good this looks.. on the floor." his eyes go wide but not in a bad way as he quickly walks to me and flipping me over his shoulder as if I weigh nothing.. like I'm just the towel he throws over his shoulder on the way to take a swim.

I giggle at this fun playfulness that makes this moment so much more fun and memorable.. He gets us to his bedroom and tossing me lightly onto the bed as I bounce and giggle feeling so dainty.. I watch his gaze pan around the room, looking at all the items on the floor as I sheepishly smile up at him. Knowing I made a huge mess but hopefully it's worth it so it doesn't really matter.

I watch him slip his shirt off and over his head giving me the best view of his flat abs. I never get to see him with his shirt off and this is more than I ever imagined under those scrubs. He undoes his button on his pants letting them just fall to the ground as he gracefully steps out of them.

He gets down onto the bed, hovering over the top of me looking as nervous as I feel. I reach up gently touching his cheek as I lead his face to mine until we softly press our lips together. Kissing slowly and sensually. I feel his hands trailing up my sides, stopping on my hips, just sending shivers all over as he starts to pull my thong down.

He had to break our kiss to glide it down my legs as I quickly undo my bra just throwing it onto the floor.. not trying to rush things, I'm just desperate to see if this is all I have been hoping it would be for a month now.

He chuckles at my quickened pace as he slips his boxer briefs off and getting back down to me on the bed, but before he can get comfortable I instantly flip us over so I'm on top.. because like I said, even though I don't remember how.. I do know what I want to do with him.. so here goes nothing.

Before anything can be said to stop this I take his huge already erect member and putting it at my entrance, slipping down feeling every last inch as I instinctively throw my head back and moaning out. He is groaning with me as I start to rotate my hips making him slip out then in just as easily.

He moans out as his hands now trail over my exposed body, searching for anything and everything to feel.. but his touch is so gentle that when it brushes over my n*****s, to the curves of my breasts I can't help but suck in a sharp breath loving his last bit of his tantalizing touch.

I ride him continuously at the same thrusting rhythm pace, not giving him a chance to catch his breathe. He is groaning out in pleasure sounding as if he is about ready to explode and I hope so because I think I'm about ready to hit my peak as well. I increase my pace sending my body into a sensitive state, that I'm hitting my climax in no time at all.

The waves of euphoria hit my body sending chills and goosebumps all over. I moan out as my breath is instantly taken away as he groans out, moaning so loudly that I'm sure his neighbors heard everything but I don't mind one bit. His moans get louder as he croaks out in a strained tone, "Baby I'm going to cum." He lifts me up by my thighs and off of his member as he instantly strokes his member until he spills everything all over his stomach. I quickly get up getting him a damp rag, as I watch him clean the mess up.

He tosses the dirty rag into the clothes hamper from afar as he just lays there so I get down on the bed with him snuggling into his side.

"That was amazing.. I will remember that forever." He states into my ear making me smile as I humm then respond. "I was so worried that I didn't remember how to have s*x but I just went with the flow and doing what I wanted with your body and obviously it was well worth it.. thank you, that's the stress reliever I needed. I feel so amazing now."

We can hear a beeping from the instapot in the kitchen, telling us the dinner is done.. dammit.

"I'm sorry to leave this but dinner is finished.. but just know, I'm always down for that anytime.. You're absolutely amazing thank you beautiful." He states to me as I smile and watch him lean in as I get to taste his scrumptious lips another time. I grab the back of his head kissing him with a hunger so he breaks the kiss and saying.. "Should we do this again?" As we hear another beeping ringing through the place. He groans out as I giggle knowing he is liking this as much as I am so maybe we can have some more fun after dinner.. we will have to see.