Jhie’s POV
He kissed me fiercely! It was a kiss filled with hunger and desire, like he was punishing me through his lips. His hands roamed all over my body while he kissed every inch of my skin as well.
He bit and sucked every part that his lips touched. I was certain that by morning, my whole body would be covered in marks and bruises—especially around my neck.
I kept trying to turn my head away and pushed him with all my might, but that bastard wouldn’t budge an inch. He just kept doing whatever he wanted to me. His lips found their way back to mine. The kiss lasted for so long, even though I didn’t respond at all—I was still fighting and squirming beneath him.
I even bit his lower lip hard. He only paused for a second, then glared at me with dark eyes. But he kissed me again, even more passionately and roughly than before. He moved his kisses down to my neck once more, then to my collarbone, while his hands began to massage and squeeze my breasts.
Soon, his mouth replaced his hand on one of them. He kissed, licked, and bit gently at the sensitive tip. At the same time, his other hand traveled lower and lower until it reached the most private part of me. He touched me there, sliding his fingers inside and moving them slowly and gently, like he was teasing me.
I gasped loudly. All my resistance faded away instantly. I felt my strength leave my body, and I couldn’t help but moan from the overwhelming pleasure he was making me feel.
I didn’t understand it. Why was I enjoying this? I should be angry! He kidnapped me and forced me to come here! The thought hit me like a bucket of cold water. I gathered all my remaining strength and pushed him hard. He moved back slightly, but only because we were inside the bathtub.
He looked into my eyes, confused.
“What’s wrong? I thought you were starting to like what I’m doing? What happened? Did you just suddenly wake up from a nightmare?” He smirked at me arrogantly.
“How dare you! You will never have me, no matter what you do!” I shouted at him.
His face darkened for a moment, then that wicked smile returned to his lips.
“Really? Let’s see about that,” and just like that, he continued what he had started.
I struggled again, but it was even harder now. He held my wrists down tighter, so I couldn’t move my hands at all. I couldn’t even turn my face away from his kisses because he trapped me between his arms, holding my hands up above my head.
Being in the bathtub made it even more difficult for me to move. Realizing that there was truly no escape from him, tears started falling again. He didn’t even care when he could taste my tears mixing in our kisses. He is truly evil! Heartless! He doesn’t care about anything or anyone as long as he gets what he wants.
I knew there was no point in fighting anymore. So I just stopped resisting and let him do whatever he wanted to me. Maybe if he gets what he wants from me, he’ll finally let me go. I just hope he doesn’t kill me afterward. I’ll give him everything he wants. Just as long as he leaves me alone after this.
** Jake’s POV **
He was hurt hearing her sobs. Honestly, he wanted nothing more than to stop. But his desire and obsession were stronger than his conscience. Even though his heart was screaming at him to stop, especially hearing her beg and plead for him to let go, he just couldn’t bring himself to do it.
To hell with it. I’ve already started this, so I’m going to finish it, he told himself.
He sucked on her most sensitive part, licking and tasting her like it was the sweetest ice cream he had ever had. He devoured her like there was no tomorrow. Even though she had stopped fighting, he knew she still hated every second of it. She still didn’t respond or give in to him. But despite that, he continued to pleasure her—only this time, he did it much more gently.
It was no longer filled with frustration and anger like before. Now, every touch and kiss was filled with love, even though the woman in his arms felt nothing but hatred for him.
He wanted to make her feel good, especially since he knew this was her first time. He lifted her out of the water and carried her to the bed. He wanted their first time to happen somewhere comfortable, even if it was forced.
He would make love to her until dawn, until both of them were completely exhausted. He wasn’t going to stop anytime soon. He was going to take advantage of this moment as much as he could.
Tomorrow, they would talk and he would tell her his conditions. Whether she liked it or not, this was happening. He made love to her over and over again. He didn’t want to stop, but eventually, he felt guilty seeing how tired and weak she was. So he finally stopped, took a warm towel, and cleaned her body gently. He tucked her under the covers and made sure she was comfortable.
After taking care of her, he went to the bathroom to clean himself up. When he finished showering, he laid down beside her. He turned on his side and stared at her face, brushing stray hair away from her face with his fingers.
“You really are so beautiful. You have no idea how crazy I am about you, do you, Loraine? I know you’re going to hate me for what I did tonight. But can you really blame me? This is how much I love you. How obsessed I am with you,” I whispered to her sleeping form.
He didn’t even realize that tears were already falling from his eyes. He kept talking to her even though he knew she couldn’t hear a word he was saying. He noticed tears still lingering at the corners of her eyes, but she wasn’t crying anymore, and her eyelids remained closed and still. Is she dreaming? Damn it. Did she fall asleep just because of what I did to her? His heart ached even more.
“I hope you won’t be afraid of me, Jhie. Please forgive me. I will never give up. I will court you and win your heart until the day you finally learn to love me too. I’m sorry… I’m really sorry for doing this to you. I just love you so much, more than you can ever imagine. You are my dream girl. Please don’t leave me. Please never leave me, hon, okay? Please?”
It pained him deeply to hurt the woman he loved more than anything. But he did all of this just to keep her by his side, to make sure she never belongs to anyone else. He truly hoped that one day, everything would be different. Because he knew for a fact that he would never survive if she ever left him.
Now that he has started what he planned, he will keep going until she is completely his—body, heart, and soul. He will do everything in his power to give her everything she deserves. He believes that in time, things will be alright between them.
And when that day comes, he will make sure she never regrets choosing him, even though their story started in the worst possible way. He will do anything and everything just to make her happy. But for now, he has to do what he must do.
I know it will take a long time before she truly accepts me. But that’s okay. As long as I make sure she can never escape from me, no matter how hard she tries to fight back. Because starting today, I own her. I am the only one who has any right over her. No one else!