I lost count of how many times I dialed Sarah's phone number. I was hopeful she would answer or respond to one of the numerous messages I sent her since that document arrived, even though I knew she had blocked my line after that encounter with Rachel. I remember the disappointment, the disgust, and contempt in her eyes, and rightfully so. I had hurt her in the worst way possible. I hated to admit it, but I had shattered her noble heart that only beat for me. "I will send you the divorce papers." When she said those words, I thought it was just an outburst and that she was speaking out of anger. After she walked in on us and I saw the hurt in her eyes, I considered telling her my secret and how Rachel had been blackmailing me for months. I was going to apologize for betraying her in su

