Isabel thought she was a decisive person. She knew what she likes and dislikes, but for Howard, Isabel had complicated feelings. "He is unpredictable. It is hard to know what is in his mind. I don't know how to get along with him. I am wondering whether I fall in love with him. If I don't love him, why am I jealous of Pearl? Also, I don't like the way Pearl looks at him. I was scared of him at the very beginning, but why does it change? Howard helped me a lot. Whenever I got hurt, he is angry and worried about me. Although he was strict and scolded, he bandaged the wound carefully. I am touched the most when Abby showed me the photo. Howard must know it was me, so he jumped into the pond without hesitation, regardless of the dirty silt. Although my face was dirty and my mouth smells b

