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Finally making it home, I drop the target bag onto the kitchen counter and head to my room. I drop all my s**t on the floor and flop onto my bed, thinking about my day. I went to the DMV early to try and get my Texas ID, and after two hours of waiting, they told me I didn't have all the required paperwork so I needed to come back another day.

I also stopped by this small record shop called Vinal Edge Records to pick up a Frank Ocean vinyl to add to my collection.

And then there was that girl at Target in the self checkout line. She looked at me. And not the normal look either. It was like, the LOOK. And, I don't know, it made me feel some type of way. Like, nervous almost, like she was trying to say something? I don't f*****g know. Even now as I think about it, I feel anxious and my heart is beating hard. Am I into girls now? Like, I know I like guys, but could I be into girls too? Maybe it's just a phase? Like, a really long phase...

"Ugh", I groan as I shove my face into a pillow. Why am I so uncertain about everything?

"Ya know what? I need a shower."

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I enter my room in a towel and put on the new vinyl I bought. Then I start to put lotion on. For some reason, entire time I was in the shower, I could not stop thinking about that girl. She looked kinda familiar but I can't remember where I might've seen her before. Her short brown hair and her slightly freckled face just kept pooping into my head. Her dark eyes and that weird but kinda hot smirk. I don't think we went to high school together but maybe she lives around here and I've seen her at the mall or the store or something. Oh well, there is no chance of me finding her since I don't know her name or anything else about her. I'll probably never see her again.

After I finish moisturizing my body, I throw on a cropped sweatshirt and some boy shorts. I pick up my phone and scroll through ** and then i reach for my laptop and start watching all of my favorite Youtubers.