So how could I even consider leading her into the direct line of fire of every single person she’s ever known? How could I subject her to their derision and scorn? I can handle myself. Her confidently spoken words push to the forefront of my mind. Can she? I know my girl is strong. Her tenacity leaves me in goddamned awe, but at the same time, she’s so fragile and softhearted. …she’ll surprise you. Fucking Peppe. His mayo s**t got me caught in wishful thinking again. This constant tug-of-war between doing what I know is right and surrendering to what I want is driving me nuts. There’s no question about what I should do. The best thing for Zahara is for me to stay away. But I can’t, damn it! I can’t! Fuck! I smack the steering wheel with my palm. Just claim her as yours in front of

