Chapter 63 Grace/John Evans. Studying is all that matters! I will study till my eyes bleed to get good grades. Nothing else matters! Opening my books I gave them my full concentration for more than a half minute. I shut the books as the constant thought operated in my head. Why? Why did he have a sparkle in his eyes when he was talking about this Denice? Aish! The fact that I still cannot get yesterday's event out of my head is depressing. Does he like her? Have a crush on her? I gasped as I realized that it could be his first love! Why did he have to tell me? Why? Why?! I want to smack my head on the wall so bad. The jerk shouldn't kiss other people and treat them so nicely to the point where they get wrong ideas. I thought he had something for me. . . I truly thought or maybe Nath

