Alex P.O. V I was laying on my stomach on my bed panting after running hundred laps and a hardcore training, my body was covered in sweat. I could even feel my bones anymore. After spending the most tiring week of my life jingling between studies and training I was still able to walk on my two feets was a miracle. After the first day of college Zander and I had a conversation about our relationship. I made it clear I was not ready to be involved in a romantic relationship with him for now. He was very understanding and respected my limits. He apologized for kissing me . I felt bad that it was not like I didn't like it, I was just ready for it. We were good after that. He was training me everyday and there was no uncomfortable tension between us anymore. We talked about the acceptance ce

