What does love look like ?

FEELING OF GUILT

Francesca and Claire are on bed making out and Francesca has her hand on Claire breast

Francesca’s POV

I was moving my hand from one breast to another fondling and caressing but I knew I wanted to take it further, I wanted to touch her down there and feel how wet she is, I wish I could get a taste, I’m sure she would taste so delightful.

Claire started moaning softly as we kissed, she seemed so hungry for it and I enjoyed it, we kept kissing and I couldn’t stop myself so I moved my hand further down. She had a thong under her robe and I felt it, I moved the thong to the side and slid a finger into her v****a, and I felt how wet she was. She was so wet, I had never felt anyone like that, it felt like I put my hand in a pool of water but she was warm and tight, so I moved my finger in and out slowly and she started moaning even louder

“Do you like that “ I whispered into her ears

“I do”

She could barely speak between her moaning and it made me feel good, I kept going slowly and eventually went in with two fingers and she moaned even louder and started to say my name, after about a few minutes, she moaned loudly and I felt her orgasm, she immediately got up from the bed.

“I need to check on the clothes in the dryer they should be ready” she said

“Alright”

Claire walked out my the room into the bathroom and I heard the water running for a few minutes before it stopped and after another 5 minutes came out of the bathroom, but she looked a bit uneasy.

“Hey, are you okay ?”

“Yes, I’m fine, I just feel a little embarrassed”

“Why” I asked eagerly

“I don’t know, I just didn’t expect to feel like that”

“You mean you didn’t expect to enjoy making out with me ?”

“Nooo, that’s not what I mean”

I smiled at her and asked her to come lay down so I could hold her, she came to the bed and laid next to me and we cuddled and slept off.

I opened my eyes to Fab calling my name

“Francesca wake up”

“What time is it” I said as I struggled to open my eyes

“It is 8:30am”

I looked over and I didn’t see Claire, I didn’t even notice when she left the bed.

“Where’s Claire ?”

“She’s prolly on a run, she goes on morning runs a lot, especially when she has a lot on her mind

“I should prolly get to my room” I said

“Why were you sleeping on Claire bed, where did Claire sleep” Fab asked

“Fab there are three beds in this room, I’m sure she slept on one “

“Hmmm”

I looked at the bench and saw my clothes folded neatly and picked them up before making my way out of the room to the hallway

“See you in a few minutes”

“See you”

As I walked to my room, I started having flashbacks of the night and I couldn’t stop smiling, I wish I took it further I thought, but she seemed pretty satisfied and I wouldn’t want to overwhelmed her so I concluded the night was perfect and it would be even better if Claire let me touch her again.

I got to my room and Sandy wasn’t there, I wondered where she would have gone so early on a lecture free day and got into the bathroom and took a shower and got ready for the day, I was putting on my sneakers when I heard a knock on the door, I got up and opened the door and it was Claire. She looked sweaty and upset.

“Hey, come in”

She walked into the room and sat on my bed, but didn’t say a word for about a minute, I asked if she was okay twice but she just nodded her head and didn’t say anything, after about 5 minutes, she spoke.

“I spoke to Lawson”

“Oh how did that go”

“Not very well”

“What did he say?”

“That he was going to come to campus today after his exams, he was supposed to be here tomorrow, but he wants to have a proper conversation and it cannot wait “

“I’m so sorry Claire “

“It’s alright, he had to know, but I could tell he was so disappointed, he sounded so heartbroken like I betrayed his trust”

She started crying and I didn’t know what to say, I hated myself for being the reason why all this was happening to her, I liked her a lot but I didn’t think about what this would do to her, I only thought about how she made me feel and that was selfish.

“This is not your fault Claire”

“Then whose fault is it ?, definitely not Lawson’s or you, you were in a vulnerable position, but instead of me to be there for you as a friend, I led you into this”

“I should have also known better, I knew Lawson was in the picture and you had someone but I didn’t stop myself, I couldn’t stop myself and I’m so sorry for that “

Claire stopped crying and wiped her tears with her hand

“I need to get to my room and take a shower, and maybe a nap before Lawson gets here”

“Do you want me to walk you to your room ?”

“No, it’s alright, I think I can manage by myself, I’ll see you later”

She walked out of the room and I jumped on my bed, for a moment I forgot how complicated this actually was and now it’s all coming to light