You know what it feels like to be reborn. That's what I'm feeling right now. Gazing at myself with makeup that makes me look like my old wild and beautiful self again. My hair will no longer have the scent of breastmilk. With the perfume I'm wearing, I look absolutely perfect in this stunning black dress.
"I think I'm still doing alright," I say as I look at my sense of despair over my slightly sagging breasts. Yes, they've changed a bit after I used them to breastfeed Theo and Emily.
Regardless of that, I'm going to have fun tonight. Just like that night. The wild night I spent with Diego that is still etched in my memory. I wouldn't have ended up with him if he hadn't sought me out and ensnared me in his trap.
*6 years ago, the next morning after the steamy night by the pool
"In psyc
