***Savvy*** I was sitting in my room holding my phone, and I was dreading making this call as I knew my father was going to scold me. Im a grown ass woman, but still hate to disappoint her father. He means well, I know he does, but he would have had me move in with him, and that's something I couldn't do; I needed to find my footing on my own without my husband. My father would have been trying to do everything for me and shield me from everything, and that's not what I need. I need to feel the pain and the hurt, it lets me know Im still here, and this isn't some dream that I will wake up from. Looking down at Blue, who was passed out by the door, he lifted his head, looking at me. "What am I going to do, Blue? He's going to be mad when he finds out what happened, and I didn't call

