Last night was…it was…holy f**k.
I can’t describe how I felt. I can’t describe how I feel now. I just can’t…
It was beyond incredible. No man has ever f****d me like that—in a way that was both about f*****g and, dare I say it, lovemaking.
Sebastian King f****d me hard and fast, but he also made love to my body, caressing and stroking it until I bent to his will. Until I wasn’t in my head anymore. Until all I could feel were the thousands of tiny explosions dancing all over my body as I came.
I came—during s*x with a man.
I thought I was incapable. I thought I just couldn’t. I thought…well, I thought I wasn’t worthy of an o****m. That Mother Nature decided that because of all the f****d up things I’ve done that I would never o****m with a man. It was the world’s way of keeping me
