The last few weeks have crept by. Kade has mostly left me alone. He’s been busy working, while I’ve tried to teach as many yoga classes as possible to save as much money as I can. After teaching, I’ve spent most of my time training for the race today. Or hanging out with Serena. I need to stop meeting up with Serena though. All she wants to talk about is Kade. Are we serious? Do I like him? Have I fallen in love? It’s exhausting. I can’t handle talking to her anymore. But I miss Kade. He’s been traveling for work weekly. And even when is home, he’s been working late. He’s barely even made time to f**k me. I don’t know how he has so much restraint. I’ve spent every night in this big empty house touching myself, making myself come. But it is nothing like when Kade f***s me. And someh

