Ravish I reached out for a bottle of wine which I had often turned to when I was feeling stressed and needed comfort. As I poured a glass I watched the dark liquid move and swirl inside the glass resembling the chaotic and confusing feelings I was experiencing this evening. I took a long drink from the glass and as I did I felt a pleasant warmth begin to spread throughout my body. I allowed my thoughts to wander and drift away hoping to find some clarity and understanding amid the strong turbulent emotions that were still swirling inside me. Time seemed to pass quickly with what started as just a few minutes stretching into several hours. As I drank the wine it helped to blur the sharp feelings of worry I had been experiencing making me feel much more relaxed and calm. I began to not

