"I love you Beckham. You are my best friend, but you are letting fear dictate your happiness. Deborah was my sister, and she would never have wanted you to give up on having someone to share your life with. I will always be here for you and Lily, but I'm going to keep holding onto hope that the goddess blesses you with a second chance to love and be loved. That is what Deb would have wanted," she says before she leaves my office. Stacey is the only person I have left from my old life. She's wrong, this isn't about fear. This is my reality. She has no idea what it feels like to feel the bond that tethers your soul to your mate snap. The gaping hole it leaves in your soul. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about Deborah. She was the most amazing woman. The day I realized s

