Marry Me Not

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Name is Jordan. The youngest of Weldern family. I have nine sisters, from one to nine, there is Anastasia, Bethany, Charlotte, Destiny, Elena, Fiona, Gregorina, Hanna and Isabel. All in alphabetically names. That is how crazy our parents are.

Our late father never had a chance to see me born. Two days before i was born, he died in the hospital after car accident that take his and our driver's life. All he wishes was a son. Even when he is in his critical conditions, he still talked about it with our mom.

Twelve years later, like all adults expecting and experienced, kids will have their second phases of life, growing like normal teenager supposed to be.

It is really hard for me growing without male figure in my life but mom got everything prepared for all of those things that will happen but fate just decided that my life will be out of normal, for an unfortunately event.

By time when my voice start to change, my breasts is also showing up. They are growing like normal teenage girls even it is small but still visible. It turns out i also have female genital. It was so small hiding behind my balls and can not be seen when i was a baby.

Doctors said my conditions make me become one of the rarest people in human species. Hermaphrodite or intersexual is what they called now days.

All of my schoolmates knew about my conditions, some of them not really care, some of them go crazy about it and some is despised by it. But like people said, a true friends will laughing at you but they will never leave you. They who despised will make me as a laughing stock, calling me names and nonstop bullying. It happened everyday for the rest of my time in high school until i choose to study overseas far away from my family and my bullies.

When i hit 16, Mom is finally agree for me to have a surgery on my female genital part but not my boobs. Because according to the doctors it is only like 10% of chances they will grow more and like my mom said "there is nothing in there. It's too small to recognize" And she is right. No one really recognize it  because how i toned my muscles during the last summer of high school and how many protein shake i drink everyday.

Fifthteen years later.

"I want you to come home"

"Why? Are you okay mom? Did something happen at home?"

"No, I am fine. It' is just Isabel is getting married next week and she decided to step out from the company and i need you to help me"

"Mom, you know how i feel about going home. Why don't you move in here? I will gladly helping you in here"

"And brought the company with me? It's not like flipping the coin Jordan. Please.. just come home. I need you here"

"What about my job here mom? Payment is good"

"Honey, once you take over the company you can make more than good. Besides i still do not understand, why helping other people's company and abandon your own?"

"I will never win arguing with you am i?"

"Um. You know that for sure! Please be safe and remember we all loves you"

"Will do mom, love you too"

Home sweet home, they said.