Caroline Elora It's Friday and I am having mixed feelings. Kabado--kasi kahit ilang beses naman na ako nag sneak out at nag sleep over kina Marj, iba pa rin yung ganito na makikipag kita ako kay Cloud..sa secret boyfriend ko for our secret date sa carnival. Hindi ko alam how he will pull it off, basta sinabi niya na lang sakin na sumama ako kay Marj mamaya. Takot--kasi nga naman after namin sa carnival, pupunta kami ng yacht niya, we'll be all alone. At kahit pa sabihin kong gusto ko mapag isa kasama niya, hell I am clueless what will happen next, I know hindi pa ito yung time, hello kahit hormonal teenager ako, I am not yet ready to do the deed. Excited--duh, this is our first secret date. I don't know, basta I am pretty sure I want to share my firsts with Cloud, and I can't picture d

