There were things in life we could never really let go of. It was some sort of a guilty pleasure, where a person held on to something that made it harder to let go yet it was wrong to have that addiction. Levy had an addiction to adrenaline since his childhood, he told me stories of when his little innocent eyes were tainted with the dead bodies laying on the ground in his dad's office. He was scared as he was trained at such a young age for a volatile purpose.
I couldn't imagine myself having that type of childhood, it would certainly had an impact on me that I couldn't, as a natural human, tolerate. I couldn't tolerate holding a gun every day and tilting on the edge of the mountain of death the whole time.
Levy had to go through that with a daring heart and he was used to it, so standi
