79. My Tonic
Estelle I wanted to be numb. To curl up in bed and pretend this was all a nightmare. I didn’t want to think about all the s*** that had gone down. I clearly wasn’t ready to be Queen because I was buckling under the weight of my crown. I silently cursed the moon goddess for giving me a mate at all. She said he had been chosen to help me but if anything all he had done was give me hope, to then run away with it all. Why would she give me a mate that needed to help everyone else more than me. “She gave you a King, that’s what they do.” I purposely ignored Raine as she continued to stick up for him. I knew I was being a b***h, making an awful situation for him worse but I was running on empty and I needed him. I cursed myself for letting him in so deep that the mere thought of being apa
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