Hannah
I thought I would be more nervous. I can’t say I have imagined the first time often. It was more like- actively trying not to think about it. Of course, I never thought it would be with James.
But many of the things we never imagine happen.
I thought it would be terrible, I would be freaking out all the time. However, as soon as we got to his place and he started kissing me, I let him guide me. Guide us.
James leans in and rests his forehead against mine. I love it when he does it.
“We don’t have to do it now. Оr…”
“No,” I say instantly, “I want to. “
Then he kisses me again and I forget all the words, all the things I was worrying about before that. James is careful, at first he is so controlled but I feel it as control slowly starts slipping away from him.
“I want ev
