Peter
The pain was like nothing I’d felt before. It was unthinkable. It came out of nowhere. But the pain came later. It all began with fear- I don’t know where that fear came from, it was like having a panic attack and the world was ending. I was at home, watching a movie - I’ve had panic attacks before so I just got up and went out for a walk- it doesn't always help but it was the best I got. I thought I was restless since I hadn’t heard from Rita in a while. I ran for a while.
But then that fear disappeared. Just like that. And that's when the nightmare began.
It came as physical pain. At first. And if it was just the pain I would have taken it. If this pain meant my wolf could fight for Ruta’s life, I would have accepted everything.
But the severance of the bond came as somethi
