Hannah I am trying to listen to Peter and Maria. I really do. Honestly . They are my friends and I love them. That’s what friends do- they listen to you. They will also understand me if I tell them why I’m so distracted, right? Okay, I’m not helping myself by justifying the fact I can’t stop thinking about James. I try to focus back on Pete and Maria. I even nod occasionally. But my mind keeps drifting to what happened. *** I went to his place. He was supposed to come to the house but I just couldn’t wait for this. I press the doorbell and wait. James opens the door - he is wiping his hair, it looks like he’s put something on at the last moment and came to open. He doesn’t ask what I’m doing here. I don’t say anything either. James only steps away from the door and lets me in. I

