Zerina's POV
I looked at my unzipped gown, unable to comprehend what just happened. The words 'I'm not the husband you deserve' echoed in my head and I didn't know why but it stung me hard. Shea's words were what drove me into trying to have another family asides the one that despised my existence. But in the end, it seemed I might never really have a family that will cherish and love me.
So this is how it felt to be rejected.. this stinging feeling in my heart. I had felt it when Dave outrightly rejected me but it didn't feel this hurtful.
I clearly heard Lysander, he doesn't want me, which is supposed to be a good thing in the first place, right?
As I quietly zipped my gown, my mind was in chaos. I had told him clearly that I would come back once I gain more experience so that I
