Falling for Novä Peterson

Confession

*****Alec*****

"s**t! Double s**t!"I cussed aloud.I f****d up big time,I just screwed whatever chances I had with her.Amelia's one of my f**k buddies and we're just that, nothing more.Nova's been avoiding me for three days now and today,she isn't in college.Haven't seen her around,is she skipping classes now?I drove my car out of college and back home, she's definitely still in her apartment.

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I'm standing in front of her door, ringing the doorbell.My heart's racing fast,a mixture of feelings of nervousness and longing.

"Coming!"she yells from inside,I can't wait to see her reaction when she realizes it's me.The doorknob clicks and turns as the door finally opens revealing Nova with messy wet hair,seems like she just showered.Her eyes widened when they met with mine and she tries to close the door but I'm fast enough to stop it halfway.

"I just wanna talk Nova, won't you let me in?"I pleaded

"The hell do you wanna talk about? Just go away"she says

"I'm not leaving, not until we talk things out"I insisted

"I'll call the cops on you if you don't leave Alec"she threatens

"Fine! Enough with being the good guy"I said forcing my way in and locking the door after me

"You wanna call the cops on me, don't you?Do it now!"I said, pissed

"Gosh! What do you want from me?"she asks rolling her eyes

"I want your time Nova, I want you.Don't you see it?Why are you avoiding me?"

"Avoiding you?Ha!Of course I'm avoiding you, just go away"she tries to sound firm but she's tearing up already

"Go away?Who am I gonna go to?"I asked ruffling my hair

"To who? To Amelia, to all the girls who are willing to let you f**k them.I don't give a damn, you're f****d up and you're just a crazy playboy,a womaniser!!"she fired

"What the hell did you just call me?"I asked pissed off, that's the last thing I expected from her

"A playboy,a f*****g womaniser!!"she repeats hitting my chest.I drag her hands fiercely, moving forward till her back meets the wall.I look into her eyes pinning her hands above her head

"You're the last person I wanna hear that from, Nova.Do you know how hard it's been for me ever since you f*****g came into my life? It's always you! you!! you!!!I can't think straight anymore, I keep seeing your god-damned face everywhere.What have you done to me? You keep messing with my thoughts and in as much as I wanna hide it, I can't.I don't know what these feelings are, they're new and they're weird.I've never felt this urge to protect someone before,asides my mom.So if getting on your nerves is the only way to get close to you, then so be it.I don't know what love is yet,but I know that this feeling right here..." I continue placing her hand on my chest so she could feel my racing heart "...this feeling whatever it is,is stronger than attraction.I like you Nova Peterson,I really do"I burst out as she gasped,too dumbfounded to utter a word

"No!! That's not true, that's what you say to basically every girl just so you can have your way.I don't give a f**k about your feelings,I don't care and I don't love you!"she sobbed

"Say that again Nova and I'm gonna lose it"I warned.How could she do this to me? To Alec f*****g Grayson?

"I don't love..."I didn't let her finish before pushing her down the couch and smashing my lips on hers.She struggled to scale free but I didn't give in.Slowly,she gave in to my kisses .We both love each other, it's so obvious.She closed her eyes, returning my kiss with a passion in par with mine,her hands exploring my body.

"Try doing what I asked you not to again and I won't hold myself back"I warned breaking the kiss

"Don't ever avoid me Nova,it drives me nuts.You're the first woman who's ever made me feel this way and I have no plans of letting you go.You've got to take responsibilities of your actions.Be my girlfriend,Nova"I asked staring deep into her eyes.I guess she wasn't expecting that

"But Alec, you're popular and the most wanted guy in college.You don't date, you only have flings.If you're doing all these to make me feel better, you don't have to.I know I can't change who you are but this is me trying to be selfish because..."she stops,walking closer to me,then she grabs my hair giving me a quick kiss "...I want you all to myself.Sharing you with some other girl would break me, please "I really can't get enough of her

"I promise you this Nova, I'll be a changed person.I'm willing to do this with you, for you"Now she's quiet, just staring

"Nova?"

"Yeah?"

"Will you give us a chance?"I asked, adjusting her hair

"I...I don't.."

"You don't have to rush it, you can think about it, okay?"I assured pecking her lips, she's really cute right now

"See you around"I said leaving and closing the door after me

*****Nova*****

Oh My God!! What just happened?He kissed me, and we're good and he asked me out!Of course he asked me out.This is what I've always wanted, it's definitely a YES.

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*****Lucas*****

This is stupid, everything is.Women are full of deceit and tricks,they break families and tear them apart.Just like the b***h that f****d my dad and had a daughter with him.I hate women and I've sworn to break their hearts,use them and dump them, make them feel what it's like to be heartbroken.

"Lucas I strictly forbade you from bringing ladies into the house"

"f**k it! This is my house too, I get to do what I want to "I replied.How can he ask me not to?I definitely inherited that from him.Even after his marriage with mum,he f****d ladies in the house.How can he be this cruel?

"You will learn to behave or I will teach you how"he yells slapping me, I'm used to that already

"You don't tell me that, you've been doing this for the past 20 years, teaching me manners.The hell were your f*****g manners when you brought women home and when you had a bastard daughter outside your marriage?"I retorted

"I'm freezing your accounts till you learn to behave"he says walking away, he always does that

"You can go to hell with the cash and the car too,I don't give a f**k!"I yelled as mom came in

"Lucas, that's enough"mom says

"It isn't mom.How can you remain silent after everything he's done to you? To us?"I sobbed

"He's still your father Lucas"

"Stop it mom! That's all you ever say and he gets away with it"

"Lucas you don't understand, everything we're doing has a reason and you're still too young to understand"she explains

"Oh yeah? How pathetic!!"I shut the door walking out on her.I really need to clear my head.This is the reason why I'm always with women, to forget all about family.This works all the time but recently, things have changed.Even when I'm with women,my thoughts always linger to that one girl I met recently and I almost did something crazy when I saw her making out with Alec.The worst part is that he just wants to f**k her,I think I'm falling for her, falling for Nova Peterson.