Chapter 4: The Secret I Can’t Keep
I left the city three days later.
No goodbye.
No explanation.
No closure.
I told myself it was the only way to survive.
The train pulled out of the station just as the sky began to lighten, the city shrinking into the distance like a life that no longer belonged to me. I pressed my forehead against the cold glass and finally allowed myself to cry.
I was running.
Not just from Ethanbut from the truth he could never know.
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I moved into a small coastal town where no one knew my name.
The air smelled like salt and rain, and the nights were quiet enough to hear my own thoughts. I rented a modest apartment above a bakery, the warmth from the ovens drifting up every morning like a reminder that life, somehow, went on.
Weeks passed.
Then months.
My body changed in ways I couldn’t ignore. Morning sickness became a constant companion. My clothes grew tighter. My reflection became unfamiliar.
One evening, I stood in front of the mirror, my hands resting on the faint curve of my stomach.
“You’re all I have now,” I whispered.
The baby kicked softly, like an answer.
For the first time since everything fell apart, I smiled.
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But peace never lasts.
One rainy afternoon, as I was locking up the bookstore where I’d found a part-time job, my phone buzzed with an unfamiliar number.
I almost ignored it.
Almost.
**Unknown Number:** *Lina. It’s me.*
My heart dropped.
I stared at the screen, my pulse racing.
**Me:** *You have the wrong number.*
The reply came instantly.
**Unknown Number:** *You always say that when you’re scared.*
My hands began to tremble.
Only one person knew that habit.
**Me:** *What do you want, Ethan?*
Several seconds passed before he replied.
**Ethan:** *Where did you go?*
I didn’t answer.
Another message came through.
**Ethan:** *Vivian says you were lying. But things don’t add up.*
My breath caught.
**Me:** *You don’t remember me. That should be enough.*
**Ethan:** *Then why do I dream about you?*
I leaned against the bookstore door, my knees weak.
Dreams?
**Ethan:** *I see your face. I hear your voice. I wake up angry… like something was stolen from me.*
Tears blurred my vision.
**Me:** *Dreams don’t mean anything.*
**Ethan:** *They do when they won’t stop.*
I swallowed hard, my free hand instinctively moving to my stomach.
This couldn’t happen. Not now.
**Me:** *Please don’t contact me again.*
There was a long pause.
Then his final message appeared.
**Ethan:** *I found our apartment lease. Both our names were on it.*
My heart stopped.
**Ethan:** *Lina… what aren’t you telling me?*
I stared at the screen, my chest tight, the baby shifting restlessly inside me as if sensing my fear.
I typed three words.
**Me:** *You wouldn’t believe me.*
The phone buzzed immediately.
**Ethan:** *Try me.*
Rain hammered against the windows as I slowly lowered myself into a chair, my hand pressed protectively over my belly.
I knew this was the moment everything would change.
If I told him the truth, my quiet life would shatter.
If I didn’t…
I would lose him forever.
And the secret growing inside me would remain just that
A secret.
*End of free chapters.*