It's time to move on

Chapter 15

“Want to come in?”

“Maybe I should head home, you’re tired.”

“I’m only tired of having to share you.”

We head into Jason’s kitchen and he switches on his kettle.

It’s now or never.

“Jason.” I say and he turns around, “Not only am I in love with you but I love you. You are everything I’ve ever dreamed of having in someone. Your kind and honest and good. You make me stronger and braver since I met you, you have allowed me to dream about having a life that I deserve.”

Jason steps closer to me, “You beat me to it. I’ve wanted to tell you that I love you for so long. I have no way to compete with what you’ve just said so instead I’ll say this, Rebecca I can’t wait to be with you each and every day, treat you the way that you deserve to be treated. Be there for when you need me to, support you in your decisions, and listen to you when you tell me about your day no matter how boring you think it was.”

I’m pretty sure we’ve just said vowels to each other but our commitment is real and in this moment everything is perfect.

Jason leans down and kisses my lips gently, “Let me make love to you.”

“Yes.” I whisper.

He takes my hand and leads me through his house into his bedroom. My breathing is shallow. I can’t take my eyes off of him. I’m shaking. What if I mess up? My heart is pumping hard and fast. Jason slides my jacket off slowly.

“Do you have any idea how much I want you?” He whispers trailing kisses down my neck.

“I’m yours.” I breathe. He runs his fingers down my cheek to my chin and lifts my face up, he kisses me, and the desire radiating from him matches my own. He unbuttoned my shirt then slowly slid it off my shoulders and dropped it on the ground; he pulled me tighter to his body. I can feel his excitement grow. He works on undoing the button on my pants and slides them off slowly.

I’m standing in front of him half naked. It feels like my skin is on fire anywhere his fingers land. He turns me around so my back is to his front. He kisses down my neck and to my shoulders while his hands run over my body, he slides his fingers into my panties caressing the skin just above my centre. I lean back into him putting my one hand on the back of his head. Hearing his small pants in my ear adds to the feeling taking over my body right now.

He slides his hand further into my panties, running his fingers over my now wet folds. He removes his hand and I whine at the loss of contact. He turns me to face him then claims my lips, kissing me roughly and I let out a loud erotic moan. I grab the end of his shirt and lift it up, he lifts his arms and I pull the shirt off and toss it on the floor. He walks me backwards towards the bed until the back of my legs hits the mattress. I sit down at the edge of the bed then get on my knees, he bends a little to continue our kiss, I reach for his pants and pull them down. He steps out of them. I grab the hem of his boxers and pull them down allowing him to spring free.

I stroke his hard on then he wraps his hand around mine and guides me up and down, his breathing hitches as I increase my speed then I lean up and kiss him while continuing my pumping. I kiss him only for a moment then move down his neck and continue kissing my way down his body then sit on my knees. I wrap my mouth around him. I feel his fingers in my hair. I run my tongue along his length. His grip in my hair tightens as he guides me back and forth making me go faster, he groans loudly as I move faster using my tongue more, he jerks his hips as I feel him spill into my mouth and I swallow. He is panting heavily as I slowly slide him out of my mouth. He pushes me down gently on the bed. I shift my body up the bed, his eyes trace over my half naked body. I lean on my elbows watching him with anticipation, nervous yet excited for his next move, he climbs up the bed, pulling my legs with which makes me fall flat against the bed. He pushes my legs apart climbing in between them, he towers on top of me, his fingertips tracing over my ribs and stomach. He reaches down capturing my lips once again, his hand sliding down my body, rubbing me through my panties.

I moan loudly, arching my hips off the bed. He pulls away from my lips, his lips trace my jawline, moving down to my neck, placing soft kisses over it, and I close my eyes enjoying the feeling of his lips against my skin.

He kisses his way down to the valley between my breasts. The further he goes down, the weaker my body becomes, the more excited I feel myself become. He tugs at my bra strap and I sit up just enough for him to reach behind me and unclip before I lay back down. He reaches down and takes one of my n*****s between his teeth tugging at it. I moan as I enjoy the sensation, he runs his tongue over my n****e, blowing on in it. Sending a shiver down my spine and making me whimper loudly.

He moves to the other one, doing the same. I feel a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach, feels like it is beginning to tighten and between my legs are throbbing. He continues making his way down my body, his lips brushing against every inch of my skin that is easy for him to access. His hand lands between my legs, kissing me over my panties. I grip the sheets below me, my panting becomes louder. He hooks my panties and slides them down my legs. He kisses his way back up, paying special attention to my thighs. I look down watching what he is doing. I feel his warm tongue flick over my c**t; he takes my bud between his teeth, tugging gently.

I call out; he grabs my legs and places them over his shoulders. I feel his warm tongue run over my folds. “Yes!” He pushes his tongue inside of me, rolling and flicking his tongue around. I feel an unfamiliar feeling taking over my body. My stomach tightens, my legs become weak and I feel like my head is spinning. My body begins to shake against him and he stops.  I look down at him, finding him looking up at me.

He makes his way back up, leaning over me, “I want to see you.” He whispers in my ear while sliding his hand in between my legs slowly sliding one finger inside of me a second one soon follows causing a loud gasp to come from me. He starts pumping his fingers in and out of me, every time he pushes back in, he pushes a little harder and faster. I feel him hook his fingers inside of me, pushing against me and where he pushes against causing pleasure to soar through me.

He pushes against the same spot, his other hand falling on my c**t, rubbing it roughly. My back arches off of the bed and I feel my inside walls clench around his fingers. My moaning becomes louder and I call out as an orgasm rips through me, he continues to work inside of me as my body shakes below him, my toes curl and it feels like my entire body is on fire as he continues to push his fingers in and out of me. His eyes never leave mine as my body slowly calms down. My body falls still on the bed as I pant loudly, my head is spinning and my heart is pounding in my chest.

I place my hand on the back of his neck pushing on it and bringing his lips against mine kissing me passionately. He wraps his fingers in my hair, kissing me eagerly as his naked body grinds against mine. He moves on top of me then he lines up to my centre as I spread my legs then he slowly inches himself into me. My pants become louder the further inside he goes. He pushes his hips forward thrusting quickly, my fingernails dig into his back, he slowly slides in and out, both of us groaning loudly every time he re-enters. He starts pushing in deeper and faster, he leans down kissing me as he continues. I feel my stomach tighten and my walls clench around him, he continues working against me as another orgasm tears through me while I call out his name and he reaches his end.

Jason kisses me and slowly pulls out of me. He turns on his back and pulls me to him, he kisses my forehead and I rest my head on his chest listening to his accelerated heartbeat.

“I can’t wait to start my life with you.”

When I wake up I’m still lying in Jason’s chest, we’re still naked but I do not mind. Jason stirs, “Good morning.”

“Good morning.”

“I would love to wake up next to you every day.”

“I’m sure that can be arranged.”

Jason kisses me and gets up in his full naked glory; I can feel myself getting aroused by watching him. He returns to the bedroom and now I get to watch him from the front. He will always have a scar on his body because of me.

“Come on, time to get up.”

“I’m fine right here.” I reply.

“We need to take a bath.”

I giggle, “Nope.”

Jason pulls the sheets off of me then stops and looks down at me. Desire burning in his eyes.

My heart beats faster as I look up at him looking down at me.

“You are so beautiful.”

“So are you.” I tell him. He bends down; kissing me passionately and I pull him onto the bed.

“The bath is going to get cold.”

“The bath can wait.”

“I think not.” Jason says pulling me up from the bed. He carries me bridal style into the bathroom and sets me down on the floor. I step into the bath and he joins me, I sit with my back to his front. He starts washing me just heating me up even more. I can’t take it anymore. I turn around and straddle him.

He lines his length up with my centre, reaching for my hips, using them to slowly slide me down on top of him. I moan loudly and my head falls back as I feel him inside of me. Just when he was about all the way, he pushes my hips down roughly slamming me down onto his length entirely and he lets out a loud moan. Keeping his grip on my hips using them to guide me slowly up and down. I get into rhythm back and forth and up and down, every thrust makes me shake to my core. He closes his eyes and begins grunting as my hands move to my breasts as I increase my speed coming down a little harder each time, his hands replace mine on my breasts as I continue to move. It doesn’t take long until my walls clench and an orgasm rips through me as my body shakes. He holds me tightly. I pull him all the way out of me before slamming back down on top of him, he moves his hips to meet me as I hear him let out a loud animalistic groan. I keep going until his own orgasm takes over then falls against his chest, the two of us panting loudly as he holds me against his chest. I remove myself from him whimpering at the loss of contact.

“This is something else I can get used to.” Jason says breaking the silence.

“That too can be arranged.” I grin.

We finally get ourselves dressed, it’s hard for me to keep my hands off of him. I have waited my whole life for love and now I have it.