Edie
Telling Paul the news went a lot better than I had imagined it would have. I could tell he was holding back how he was really feeling, and to be honest, I kind of thankful he did. I don’t think I could have taken his reaction if he would have blown up about it.. It would have broken me. I was thankful he calmed me down, and I feel a bit better about the whole situation, well, not really. He left so quickly after the news, but I knew he needed time to process.. I mean, I had more time than he did, knowing and all, so I owed him that much. Still, it didn’t help that sinking feeling in my chest.
groaning , I rolled out of bed, stretching my aching body. I felt a bit better today, no more fever, and the pain in my throat had lessened some, but the fatigue and body aches were still very
