Ambers POV I’m thankful Ivory was able to finally snap me out of my depressive state. If she hadn’t I would’ve tried to end my life and leave my pups without a mother, I also wouldn’t have given myself the chance to see what else is in store for me as I feel now there is much more than I could’ve imagined. Over the next month or so I start regaining my strength and getting ready to try and escape. I do lots of workouts and eat healthy filling meals. However when Teival comes by to drop off food I pretend to be broken and he looks satisfied. I can’t believe that monster was my mate. How could I have ended up with someone like him. I wonder how he is towards his other mistresses' too. I ignore that thought as I strengthen my body and try to help myself a bit. I know this strength I

