Her Mute Sister (Complete)

Chapter Twenty Two

                                                                            Willows POV

    My sister has been enjoying her time with Teival and I’m quite happy for her, my life has gotten slightly better as Ansel has been talking to me more and more.  I still wish I knew why he cared for me so much.  At least with Amber and the others being so busy I’ve been able to practice my powers a bit more.  I’ve been able to listen in on the thoughts of others throughout the pack to practice and to develop endurance.  I still haven’t told Amber about my powers yet and I plan to keep it that way for as long as possible.  I know I won’t be able to hide them from her forever and when the time comes I will tell her about everything.

    Amber came to my room after Teival had gone back home.

    “Hey, sorry for not seeing you much while Teival is here” she said.  I signed back telling her it was ok and that I was enjoying the extra time I was getting to relax and enjoy myself.

    “I still feel bad, I feel as though I’m ignoring you” she said.  I signed back that it was ok and that she needs to be able to enjoy life as well instead of always worrying about me.  She smiled at me and was very happy about what I said.  We talked a bit more then she gave me more supplies and left.  I of course went to sleep.  I wanted to figure out why my parents hated me so much.  As far as I know I was only a twin and we both survived, my father got his heir so I have no idea as to why they hated me so much.  My brother was just a little s**t listening to what my parents told him to do.

    “We should listen in to their thoughts tomorrow night” Ivory said.

    “Why tomorrow night?” I asked.

    “We’ll get our answers we’re looking for” she replied and then went to sleep.  I decided to follow suit and go to sleep as well.

    Morning came and I went about my usual routine.  Chores, beatings, dinner, name calling, then going back to my room.  Amber said she’d be staying in her room tonight because she had a lot of schoolwork she really needed to catch up on.  I let her know it was fine.  Honestly it was perfect, I’d get my answers and would worry about Amber coming in and interrupting me.  My room is in the attic and the attic is above the floor the Alpha and Luna live.  My fathers office is all the way on the other side of the top floor and luckily for me the attic covered the entirety of the top floor which means I’d be able to get over there.  The only issue is that I have to be very quiet and there is stuff I’m going to have to go over to get to the floor above my fathers office.

    “Ok why do we need to be above my fathers office?” I asked Ivory.

    “He is having a meeting and the entire meeting you’ll get answers to your questions” Ivory answered.

    “How the hell does that work?  Shouldn’t he be paying attention to the meeting?”  asked.

    “Nah he doesn’t think it’s important and his mind will wander” Ivory said.

    “Damn that’s odd but also super f*****g convenient” I replied.  I then proceeded to slowly make my way over.  There wasn’t a whole lot of stuff in my way and luckily there wasn’t really any dust either.  So I wouldn’t be worrying about my allergies giving me away.  I quietly settled down and waited as it seems the meeting wasn’t going to be starting for another moment or so.  Turns out this is a meeting among the ranked members and not the other alphas in the neighboring packs which makes sense since none of them have come by.  That and the Alpha meeting isn’t for a few more months yet.  There was a small hole in the ground that allowed me to see if people have come in yet or not.  Within a few moments people came in and sat down.  The meeting itself was really boring and it sounded like no one wanted to be there but it was mandatory apparently.  I began concentrating on my fathers thoughts.

    Ugh yet another one of these stupid meetings

    Ok no surprise there.  I’d be bored too honestly.

    At least it’s better than being around Willow

    Now my interest has been piqued.

    I wish she were a boy or maybe was born before we had Cessair.  I would love to have more pups but f*****g Dede said she didn’t want anymore and refused to have s*x with me anymore until I got fixed.

    Now I’m a little confused.  Does my dad not actually hate me but kinda resents me because my mother refuses to have more pups?

    I wanted a big family but no dede had to tell me no more.  If I had more sons I wouldn’t be so hateful towards Willow.  But she took up a spot that could have been for a son.  I wish I would’ve put my foot down with dede.  Instead I only have one son.

    So my dad wanted more pups but because mom said no he hates me for taking up a spot for a son.  What the f**k, that’s kind of f****d up.

    “Hey you should listen in to moms thoughts, I think we might get more answers from her” Ivory said.  So I quietly moved from where I was and inched closer to my parents bedroom and tried to focus in on moms thoughts.

    I hate this

    What the hell does she hate?  Me?  I already know this.

    I wish I could’ve given sam more sons.  I hate dealing with daughters.

    Well I’m not surprised there.

    I also can’t tell him that none of his kids are his

    Woah What the f**k?

    I can’t tell him he was never able to have kids because he’s infertile.  I got lucky that these kids all look like him, then again I did f**k his brother so it makes sense.

    Wait, my father has a brother?

   God damn it why did he have to die in a car crash.  I would've had him impregnate me once more to hopefully have more boys for sam. 

    Ok that makes sense that I don’t know who he is.

    I hate that sam was f*****g infertile from the very beginning, and all because he had to be stupid growing up.  It’s his fault that I had to resort to his brother for making him think he could have kids.  His brother never wanted kids but was fine with getting me pregnant because he’d never have to care for them.

    I don’t know if I should feel bad or be disgusted with my mom.

    If only I had f****d him a week after having the twins, then maybe I could’ve gotten pregnant again.  Ugh why did I have to be so f*****g stupid.

    I decided to go back to my room and sleep.  I needed to digest what the f**k I found out.