Can't shake the feeling
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One Sunday afternoon Andrew came to our house because my mother wanted to talk to Andrew to find out what is his plan with me and so on. He came we all sat in the living room and mother asked the usual questions where's he from what he does and what not. What Andrew said next kind of made me scared im screaming in my head and heart"im not ready". Andrew tells my mother he is ready to get married and start a family.
i freezed and stare and him with my mouth close and eyes as big as the moon don't know what to think.
what should be the best feeling to feel at that moment for me felt like im super confused because i really though this is the picture perfect type of love there will ever be or exists.
Im trying to adjust myself to keep going on knowing i don't really think this is for me and you have to keep in mind that i just discover adulthood and want to find myself and work on my career and so forth and than there is Andrew done with all that only want to tick off married on his list i didn't even started with my list...sight mentally i wish i was ready but i wasn't i felt i was on another planet and Andrew on a different one .I found myself wishing i was older so bad because he is "the one" maybe i don't know all i know i was not ready.
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