Let it be me Again

Chapter 11

"Look at this camera babe!"

ilooked at the camera where the photographer said

" wow i like that pose! "

"Smile sabrina!" i gave them a wide smile while holding the bag from bench

"and its a rap! "

"Nice one girls, nice one sabi you have potential huh hope to see you in another shoot"

"Thankyou po! " i smiled at the photographer super sarap sa feeling its friday today and wala kaming klase thats why saktong sakto para sa photo shoot

"Sabrina omg! this is fun" jessica hug me ng matapos namin ang photo shoot

" Its so tiring but super saya arghh... "

"girls! nice performance!" mr m said lumapit sya samin and nagbeso

"Thankyou sir" jessica and i said

"btw sabrina we have the schedule for the audition and it will be tom. "

" Omg sir?! really? " i said excitedly

" Yes and aabutin tayo panigurado ng whole day so bring your things para ready ka!"

"thankyou po! thankyou " i hug Mr manansala tapos na din naman yubg photo shoot for the brand kaya nag decided ang mgaco model ko na kumain sa labas hindi na din ako nahiya kasi im with jessica

"cheers!! " jessica held her glass of water na akala mo naman wine na this girl talaga lahat naman kami ginawa yung ginawa nya " Sayang sabi super saya sana natin kung kasama natin si aniya no? " she whispered at me

"Yeah.. btw have you noticed parang shes acting weird this days? "

" Actually napansin ko din yan.. remember pag hype na hype tayo because of everything kagaya nitong shoot bigla nalang sya tatahimik and aalis.. geez that girl super moody" jessica held his head

i just look at her and ate my pizza kinuha ko din phone ko to text jace na nag didinner na ko kasama ang mga co models namin he just respond ok siguro pagod din sya kasi sobra sobra silang nag tatraining

natapos na din kaming mag dinner ng girls and nag drive na ko pahwi in a week naman uuwi na si kuya M kaya may mag dadrive na ulit para saken and makakatulog na ko sa byahe

" Omg ganto pala to ang saya.." i whispered to my self while opening my car

nag dadrive na ko on my way sa house namen when my phone rang i immediately answered it

"Hello whos this? "

" Your boyfriend? why you always ask kung sino natawag? " he sarcastically answer

"Oh so-sorry i didnt see whos calling thats why i asked" i said with a baby voice

" Where are you? "

"Im in the car, im driving why? "

"Wh-why? i think because im your boyfriend? "

" Omg are you annoyed ba?" i let out a big laughed "You're so sweet kasi paulit ulit ka ganon mo ba ko kamahal huh? " i teased him

" OO AND SO? "

"You know later kanalang tumawag im driving your distracting me.."

" Okay becareful okay text me or call me if nasa bahay kana"

"K! "

"What the heck!! "i smiled a bit kasi dinig na dinig ko na naaannoyed na sya saken

"i said good bye bro! "

"f**k up sabrina! stop annoying me!"

" Calm down good night baby"

"text me okay ilove you"

"K! " at binabaan ko sya ng tawag nakadating nanaman din ako sa mansion pag uwi ko nagulat ako dahil nandon na si kuya M

"Kuya M napaaga ata ang uwi mo? "

"Ah.. Ma'am kasi po pauwi na din po daddy nyo next week kaya inunahan ko na po para may susundo po sakanila" oh yes pauwi na nga pala sila mommy sa trip nila feel ko naman na di din sila mag tatagal dito sa house mga oneday siguro may panibagong business trip nanaman sila

"Oh.. okay im going to sleep na din kuya.. btw i have audition for tomorrow and agahan natin ha!" i said excitrdly

" No problem ma'am"

i just knod and tumaas na sa kwarto para makapag pahinga it was a long tiring week chineck ko yung phone ko and also callendar to mark the date for tomorrow ganon labg ginagawa ko whenever may mga nangyayare sa buhay ko na i think woderful

jace sent you a message

inopen ko yon to reply

to jace: love you watch our game tomorrow okay

my eyes widened omgg bukas nga pala ang game nila against another school and i think im not able to go kasi i have auditiob

"hmmm... i think i cant watch? "

"why?! "

" tomorrow kasi yubg date ng audition ko and mr manansala told me na its while day or maybe umabot ng midnight im sorry.."

"hmm.. okay? sana you tell me ng mas maaga, i guess next game kanalang manonood? goodluck sa audition mo"

"im sorry babe goodluck to you also"

galit ba sya? i wanted to watch naman sana kaso this is more important to me this is my dream though

i just rest and get ready for tomorrow on the next day kuya M and i drove sa may batangas dun yung location ng pag auuditionan namen i check my phone to see if jace message me pero wala i messafe him instead

"Goodluck! i make bawi sorry "

i waited for him to respond pero wala syang respond saken "Girls! come here fall in line " i stood up and agad agad na pumila

ang daming magagandang girls around me and im so nervous ang kasama kolang is si kuya M at nandon pa sya sa may car lang

"Geez.. sana pala sinama ko si jessica.. " i whispered to my self

"Okay! next!! " the director shout the girl pat my shoulder

'"hey ikaw na yung sunod" he gave me a soft smile

"Oh-oh so-sorry im nervous" and proceed na sa harap ng mga nag papa audition

" Okay tell me about your self"

"I-im Sabrina Shine Ramirez bu-but you can call me.... "

"okay.. then act" the director cut me off im so nervous kaya medyk nauutal utal ako

"Ilang ulit ko bang sinabi?! Hindi na nga kita mahal!! mahirap ba yon? ano ba grow up sinaktan moko tas ngayon babalik balik ka? para san? para saktan ako ulit... "

"Cut!!!" i was shocked kasi medyo na fefeel ko na yung character na pinagaauditionan ko when the director shout "Miss sabrina pumunta ka sa left side and wait for my cue"

"Okay po.." pumunta ako sa left side and ako palang mag isa don iwas wo dering kung side ba to ng mga di napili or side lang to ng mga napili omg..

only girl palang ako nandito sa left side and the staff gave me food to eat while eating i heard the director clapping and tell another women to gi sa left side kubg nasan ako

"Hi" she waved her hands on me

i just smiled at her dahil kakasubo ko palang nang pagkain ko at punong puno bunganga ko

"Sasha" she offered me her hand

"Hmm.. sabrina, sorry my mouth is full " i accept her hand and nag shake hands kami

after non nadagdagan at nadagdagan na kaming mga girls na nasa left side siguro nasa 6 din kami na nandon

" Girls na nasa right side pwede na kayo umuwi i appreciate all your efforts, wag kayo susuko sa pangarap nyo maybe this is not the day for ya'll.." i was shooked ng marinig koyon so natanggap kaming mga girls na nandito sa left side i wanted to shout kaso baka mapagalitan ako kaya i remain silence nalang

nakastandby lang kami don for deliberation siguro standby kami ng mga 6 hours so i checked my phone its already 5 p.m. and start na ng game nila jace i decided to make nood sana kaso i have very weak connection and super hina ng signal i just checked kubg minessagr ba nya ko pero sineen lang nya message ko sakanya

"This guy! " i just rolled my eyes

"girls come here! " sigaw ng director " So kayo ang mga natira and i guess your the best of the best out of 100 auditionees sana wag nyoko biguin alam nyo naman na not all of you makakuha ng lead role but binigyan ko na rin ng role ang iba para hindi masayang ang talent nyo"

maayos lang ako nakikinig so lahat kaming anim magkakasama na sa teleserye pero isa lang ang leading lady samen

"Okay sabrina please step forward ang galing mo super but i think this is not for you yet.. kaya binigyan kita ng role nalang na extra i think its okay to you? "

my eyes widened extra? for real hindi ako sanay ba natatalo dahil na din sa pag ka competitive ko i think yung talent ko is not pang extra lang medyo teary eyes na ko pero i decided to accept it kahit extra lang ang role ko

"Yes o-okay lang po.. " i answered

"well kung ganon ayan na ang schedule our tapping will start next month be ready girls.. and also congratulations sasha you made it"

papunta na ko sa parkibg lot kubg nasan si kuya M the other girls they decided to eat la ng magkakasama i wonder how they accept things like that i mean extra lang

habang naglalakad papunta sa parking lot napatigil nalang ako at napahagilgol ng iyak.. siguro dahil na din sa pagod maghapon na pag iintay i cried a lot nilabas ko yung phone sa bag ko habang na kaupo to message jace

"im not okay :( "

but he didn't respond siguro naglalaro parin sila til now naglakad nalang ako papunta sa sasakyan at natulog nalang habang nasa byahe pag dating namin sa mansion wala padin ako natatanggap na message galing kay jace

sobrang sakit ng puso ko that time i decided na imessage ulit sya for one last time

"Hey! tapos naba game nyo? "

after an hour wala padin ako natatanggap na tawag or message manlang galing sakanya

my phone ring akala ko si jace na but when i saw my phone sila mommy pala good thing na den dahil tumawag sila im so upset

"Hi honey! " she greeted me

"Mom.. " i cried "im so upset! " lalo pang lumakas ang boses ko sa oag iyak i just cant help it

"Why honey! is anything wrong? "

"Mommy hindi po ako natanggap nalead role pinag auditionan ko and you know whats worst extra lang po ako" i cried again

" honey listen its normal rejection is normal, dont take it seriously.. always remember that failures always your stepping stone to succeed okay dont cry na if your daddy hears you crying magwoworried yon"

"Imiss you mom i wish you were here! " i smile and end the call sovrang lungkot ko that time and i know somethings went wrong samen ni jace he didnt even bother texting umiyak nalang ako all night

when the maids call me para kumain pinaiwan ko nalang sa may pinti dahil hindi ako makalabas in my state ayaw ko naman makita nila ako na ganto iyak ng iyak baka kasi masabi pa nila kela mommy and mag worried pa sila

i checked my i********: account and sees jace ig story

nagpaparty sila sa bar ngayon all his team mates ata nandon and he didnt even bother texting me i replied on his ig story

"i guess your happy..:)"

but i didnt received anythibg from him..