Let it be me Again

Chapter 4

The next day nagising nalang ako na inaayos na ng mga maid namin ang papers para makalabas na ko sa hospital

So inayos naman ng ibang maid yung gamit ko para diretso alis nalang kami mamaya its 8 am in the morning so naisipan ko mag lakad muna while waiting to them

Gusto pa kong samahan ni kuya M pero sabi ko kaya ko naman hinayaan na din nya ko ate the end gusto kong practicesin ang legs ko na mag lakad para hindi na ko mag titiis sa pasaklay saklay lang my ghad ang panget sa outfit nito nakakasira geeez

habang nag lalakad ako ay napapunta ako sa isang garden na meron sa hospital na iyo umupo ako sa bench and notice some one...

" Is that... Jace? " i whispered to my self ng makita ang lalaki i just see his side face kaya hindi pako sigurado di na din ako nag bother tingnan pa kasi may kasama syang mga doctors mukang seryoso pinag uusapan nila napasapo nalang ako sa bench dahil medyo pagod na ko when...

"Sabrina?" a man called me when i looked at his face nagulat ako na tama nga hinala ko yung lalaking kausap ng mga doctor ay si Jace

"ohhh... ikaw pala yan. Hi?" i waved my hands to gestured a hi

" Ano ginagawa mo dito?" he asked me while sitting sa kabilang corner ng bench

" Obvious ba? " pataray kong sagot sakanya duhh obvious ngaba e na injured nga ako kaya malamang dadalhin ako sa hospital

"Oh... chill what i mean is anong ginagawa mo dito sa garden?" he cleared

" Hmm... wala i just go for a walk" i answered

"alone?! in that state? " he glanced at me at itinaas ang kilay " where are your parents? "

" they are not around.. nasa business trip sila, maids lang kasama ko and i insist na kaya ko" i answered "ikaw? anong ginagawa mo dito? and bakit may kausap kang doctor?" i asked

"Ah.. they are my parents i just visit them.."

" What do you mean? kayo may ari nitong hospital? " i asked

"not to brag, pero yes" he answered omg di ko napansin na lastimosa medical center to the one of the best hospital sa manila so sila pala may ari nito so galing pala sya sa family of doctor and ayaw nya na mababanggit yon kasi feeling nya nag yayabang sya napaka humble naman

" Ohh... ididn't know sorry" i said

" no need to ayaw ko din naman ipaalam nakakahiya" he said

bat sya mahihiya, kung ako dapat maging proud ako like me we own a successful company na sikat na sikat sa asia

" So mag dodoctor kaden?" i asked

" yun yung gusto nila but gusto ko kasi mag focus sa basketball" he said "pero baka itigil ko na din pag ka 3rd year ko para hindi nagagalit si mommy saken" he added

" Oh no why naman? " i asked

"Pinagbigyan lang ako ni mommy pero syempre kailangan ko din naman sola sundin for the sake of this hospital im thw only child e" he said

" Mahirap nga naman pag only child" i said while playing with my fingers

" So? you are an only child too? " he asked

" Yes!"

" So your the heiress of your family pala, can i ask ano business nyo? " she casually asked

"hmm.. we own a company na sikat sa asia you now the.."

" The Ramirez corp." he cutt me off

" What how do you know that? " nagulat ako na alam nya pero biglang nag sink in saken na baka kasi syempre kilala masyado company namen

"kasi kilala naman talaga yung company nyo?" like what i said " Edi yung course na kukunin mo in college is related sa company nyo? " he asked

"No i want to take masscom i want to be an actress kasi, i want to be like my mom" i honestly answered totoo naman una palang talaga gustong gusto ko na maging kagaya ni mommy ang maging artista idont know pero parang bagay saken

" Ano ba ang mommy mo? " he asked

" She's an actress before she met my dad na business man" i answered

" Alam mo ituloy mo bagay sayo, saka ang galing galing mo napanood kita" she stared at me for a while umiwas then when our eyes met kaya nag heat yung face ko i think it turns red omg napanood nya ko? kailan e nasa back stage sya non

" Ikaw din ang galing mo! napanood din kita" i smiled at him to give him assurance

" Sige! itutuloy ko" he simply answered

nagkaron ng awkward atmosphere sa pwesto namin yon buti nalabg tinawag na din ako ng maid namin kaya medyo nakatakas ako

" Hmm.... Good bye see you around! " i said

" Sabi! " he called me

" Why? "

" Nood ka game ko! intayin kita next week yon wag mo kakalimutan" sabi nya sabay takbo papalayo saken

what was that? gusto nya ko manood? omygosh my heart tremble parang gusto na nya kumawala sa puso ko omg why i am feeling this way?

nag drive na kami pabalik ng mansion while thinking yung nangyare kanina nandon na sila mommy

" Fred nandito na anak mo!" tawag nya kay daddy " swettie you're here na" my mon gave me a warm hug

" Anak how are you feeling" my dad asked

they are the sweetest i think wala lang talaga silang time saken simula ng lumaki ng lumaki ang company and i understand that there are times lang talaga na nakakalungkot isipin na mag isa akong kumakain pero that helps me to be an independet women

" Im okay dad... Mom... " i assured them

" Im sorry honey were not around for the times na you need us ha" my mom said

my mom is a loving person that i know napaka sweet nya at ng personality nya sabi nila kamukang kamuka ko ang mommy ko at namana ko ang ganda nya my dad is a masculine man gwapo daw si daddy nung kabataan nya and also now kahit medyo oldies na sya namana ko naman sakanya ang pagiging matapang

" Mom its okay i understand naman po"

they also prepared food for us para sabay sabay kami kumain nandon yung mga favevorite kong pagkain ngayon na feel ko na complete ako dahil nakikita ko sila i always felt alone and lonely im little bit scared roo pero ayaw ko ipakita sakanila yon thats why i always said na i understand them kajit minsan kahit madalas hindi ko na talaga maintindohan i just said to my mind na they give me things that i want and they need to do this for my future

i forgot na nga how to be happy around them e kasi wala naman kaming time para sa isat isa

natapos nakaming kumain and tumaas na ko sa kwarto maya maya namalayan ko nalang na nag papack na si mommy and daddy for a business trip

" Mom? san po kayo pupunta?" i asked

" sweetie! your dad and i are going to spain for a couple of months" my mom answered

business trip again

"stell honey put my coat in my baggage" my dad shout while putting his essentials in his pouch

stella is my moms name thats why dad always call her stell

" honey i leave you money in your atm account use it kung san mo gustong gamitin" my dad said i also checked my bank account and ang laki ng nilagay nyadon

" omy this is too much dad! "

" no worries kung may kulang pa just contact me i'll send it to you right away "

iwanted to say na hindi ito ang kulang kundi ang presence nila sa house pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko dahil baka mag kasamaan lang kami ng loob ayoko umalis sila nang may burden sa puso namen

i just go back to my room and do my skin care at nakatulog na

On the next day hindi ko na naabutan si mom and dad i think umalis sila ng madaling araw

pumasok na ko sa school at sinalubong ako ngmga girls si jessica at aniya

" girl how are you? " jessica asked

"infairness nakahanap parin ng paraan para umootd ha! " aniya teased me

"syempre ako paba! hey my mom and dad is not around for a business trip do you guys want to go to the bar tonight! my treat! " i excitedly said

" i like that huh" jessica said

naisip kolang biglang mag bar kasi i wanted to be free and pumarty and madami naman talaga yung bigay ni dad kaya sulitin ko na or maybe i would rent nalang kaya the bar and invite all our friends madami kaming friends kasi maraming gusto makipag friends samin and also dahil na din siguro sa pagiging popular ko

" ohh.. let's rent the whole bar guys and invite who ever you want just want all of you to be fun!"

the both of them are extremely excited we reserve all the bar for tonights walwalan gumawa pa ngang invitation ang dalawa it's funny how we organized a party na one day prep lang its friday today and saturday tom. kaya pwedeng pwede kami mag walwal sabi ko sila na bahala kung kanino nila ibibigay mga invitations and ako na sa lahat ng babayaran luckily kakilala ni mom and dad ang may ari ng bar thats why half lang binayaran ko for the discount

" all set up girls i send it to all our friends including na din yung mga hindi its okay labg naman diba? " aniya asked

" its okay lang the more the merrier!!" we all shout out of excitement

night come and nag ayos na kami ng sarili namin para sa party i put a light makeup dahil huhulas din mamaya, i also wear a black tube partnered by moms jeans nad hoops for my accessories

nag start na ang party at enjoy na enjoy ang mga girls padami na din ng padami ang tao I don't know kung sini sino ininvite nila but i dont care i need to party

i also greet every one and get drunk

" girls nanjan na sila!" jessica pinched my belly

"awww!" out of shocked masakit kaya makurot ng tiningnan ko kung sinong tinutukoy nila na nanjan na my eyed widened ng makita ko na sila jace yung tinutukoy nila and the whole basket ball team

" greet them girl! " aniya said

" why me? kayo nag invite sakanila kayo mag greet"

" girl go na!" jessica pushed me that cause me to tremble luckily a guy help me and hold my waist para di matumba i shouted as loud as i can i think kaya marami ang nakaagaw ng attensyon when i see the guy si Ivan yon a baseball player super bango nya and also nasa second year din sya

" you okay? " he asked

" Im sorry i " i immediately stood up and find my balance nakakahiya naman kumirot tuloy yung paa ko tinanggal ko na kasi yung brace ngayong gabi kasi para hindi sagabal sa outfit

umalis ako kaagad agad sa tapat ni ivan sa sobrang kahihiyan ng pupuntahan ko na sila jace i was shocked bg makitang wala na sya don

"where did he go? " i whispered "Oh.. hi" i greet one of their team mates si Shan yung bumato saken ng bola

"Sabi sorry nabato kita bola" and do the peace sign

" Hey its okay na annoying lang pero its okay na" i said while finding someone napansin ata nya ng bigla syang mag salita

" ay biglang umuwi! ang weird nga e excited kanina tas biglang umuwe diba pre! " sabi pa nito

" Broken ata!" sigaw ng isabg team mates

broken kanino so may gf sya

" Hmm okay have fun guys! drink a lot okay" i saidd bagi umalis sa table nila nag lakad ako ng naglakad at medyo lasing na ng mabangga ako sa isang lalaking kasalubong ko

" Ouch.. stupid" i said pag tingin ko si jace yon he just looking ate me with no emotion

" excuse me your blocking my way!" he said

yun na yon? nung isang araw lang parang super close namen

" hmm hey i thought umuwi kana?" i said

" akala ko din" he replied lamig ha

" hey galit kaba" sinundan ko sya ng pumunta sya sa may palabas ng bar lalabas nanaman sya ano ba to hilig lumabas ng bar

" no, why would i? " he said

" baka di moko pinapansin.. parang nung nasa hospital lang super close na naten ah. " i said lasing na din ako kaya kung ank ano na sinasabi ko pero kung hindi baka hayaan ko na to di ko na para habulin sya " labo mo" i added

he just glared at me and asked

" where's your ankle brace? magaling kanaba ha bat mo tinanggal agad ang kulit mo talaga!" he shouted at me

i was shocked parang naalis lasing ko ano ba gonawa ko dito at galit na galit saken

" bat parang galit ka? " inis na sabi ko

" Ang kulit mo kasi! " he shout again

super nagulat ako nung sinigawan nya ko and i dont know my tears start to fall down hindi lang talaga ako sanay ng sinisigawa yan ang isa sa personality ko

" I hate you! "

nagiging soft hearted ako pag nasiisgawan iniwan ko sya at tumakbo papasok ng bar para mag paalam kay jessica at aniya umuwi na ko agad at di na nag papilit sakanila na mag stay bayad nanaman ang bar kaya sabi ko mag enjoy lang sila

kahit nakirot na ang paa ko ay namanage ko padin maglakad papuntang parking lot iika ika akong lumakad katabi ng parking lot nakita ko pa si jace sa tabi ng car ko

magkatabi pala kotse namin dali dali ko pinatunog ang sasakyan at sumakay nakatingin lang sya saken at akmang mag sasalita ng bigla ko harurutin ang sasakyan and drove home.