What you wish for

CHAPTER 12 Continue

JAKE

Of all the things in life I have ever wanted, Alice moaning my name as I licked at her entrance was coming close to second. The first would be to make her mine and only mine. I want to keep her safe, make her my wife. My bear was ready, but again I had to calm him from jumping her and pushing into her tightness. I couldn't mate her, not without her knowing what I was. But making love to her, being with her in this moment was more than I could have wanted. Alice arched her back, her hands gripping the sheets as my tongue slipped into her tightness and that sweet honey of hers started dripping more. She was so responsive to my touch that even the slightest moan or gasp send a direct line straight to my c**k making it harder with every move Alice made underneath me. I was going to take it slow, get her ready to take me. I wasn't as big as most men, but as soon as I'm shifted, now that was a different story. I stood from my knees kissing Alice as I moved onto the bed. I placed soft and gentle kisses over her body telling her beautiful she looked and how her sounds turned me on. She never had much to say at the moment, but fear didn't come near her as I gave her orgasm after orgasm. Tonight was going to be different. Alice was used to me tying her hands or blindfolding her. I became a soft Dominant just for her. Did I care? f**k no, hearing Alice call my name as she came time after time, was all I ever wanted from the moment back in Darkness. I would go harder on her if she asked, but I would never hurt her. I made her a promise and bears never broke their promises. My lips met the hard peak of her rosy tip and licked before I sucked it, Alice again arched under me. Using my other hand I pinched her other n****e and watched her react. f**k, her sounds drove me crazy. Moving my hand down again I traced small circles around her c**t with my finger. I could feel her getting closer to the edge and I pulled back. Alice's breathing was rapid and uneven, but f**k was it hot to hear her beg for relief. I slipped one finger into her tightness and that was enough to make her unravel and clench around my finger. She moaned and bucked, her wetness dripping from her. I took my finger from her and licked her juice from it. Alice's face was flushed and her eyes filled with emotion. f**k I will need to control myself. I can't just break her. I leaned over to the bedside and grabbed protection, wanting to be safe. Though my bear didn't like that idea one bit. I didn't either but for Alice, I would go as slow and safe as I could.  I ripped open the package while Alice watched me. I saw her swallow a bit and her breathing started to get back to normal. "Need help?" Alice asked already reaching to want to help. So eager.... so innocent. How could I refuse? I took her hand and wrapped it around my shaft. God that felt good. She licked her lips as her eyes went from mine to where her hand was. She moved her and up my c**k and I groaned, my eyes closing. f**k I waited so long for this moment, to feel Alice's hand on me. I felt her move a little to get closer, hunger in her eyes. She was becoming bolder, more adventurous. But she has never gone this far before. "Alice..." I opened my eyes to see her inches from the tip of my c**k. Her eyes looked up at me, hunger and lustful. "Hmmm" 

"I don't want to c*m inside your mouth Babe" She sat up, the courage she has gotten in the little amount of time was astonishing. And I loved that she shed the shyness she had. I held the protection between us. "If I'm coming, it's going to be in you." I took her hand from my c**k and she helped me with a shaky hand to put the protection on me. I kissed her and laid her down again, moving over her. f**k I wanted the first time to be without protection, to feel her bare skin on mine. "You know I'm on birth control right?" Alice asked, she must have seen the little disappointment in my eyes. No, I did not know that. But now that I did, I took off the protection and was very f*****g happy to be rid of that monstrous contraption. I hated using it but for safety, I needed to. Alice giggled seeing me sigh with relief. I kissed her bringing us back into the moment and that giggle turned into a moan. I shifted her leg up and opened her up a bit more. Alice's hand ended up in my hair and was moving with the rhythm I was setting. I broke the kiss sat back for a moment and took my c**k and placed it at her entrance. Her breathing was rapid, as she watched me. Pushing in slightly she reached for my hand. Fear. I stopped. "I will be as gentle as I can" I assured her and squeezed her hand before kissing her. I had to have a connection with her, make her not think of the small pain that was about to happen. I started pressing into her little by little, breaking the kiss time and time again to make sure she was fine. I felt that small barrier and stopped kissing her, still moving as I wiped the hair that fell over her head. And without a word, I pressed through the barrier and she screamed and bucked. I could see the small amount of pain that flickered in her eyes, I kept still, waiting for her to get used to me being inside her. f**k her walls contracted again just like it did around my finger. I closed my eyes and lay my head to hers. "Jake" Alice whispered. I opened my eyes. "You alright" She nodded. I started moving very slowly making sure not to hurt her more now that her barrier was broken. My bear and I felt contempt for having to finally be able to go all the way with her. Alice arched her back. "faster" I didn't even say a word as I did what she asked. f**k being one with her felt like heaven. Her breathing picked up as did mine I held on, waiting for Alice. "Close so close" I kissed her biting softly at her lower lip. "Come for me Alice." I never slowed the movements but made sure she was fine. Her hand gripped my shoulder her lower back aching and her walls around my c**k twitch. I felt myself come apart inside her as she screamed my name as both of us tumbled over the edge. 

Breathing heavily I kissed her nose and she laughed. small pain in her voice. f**k I hurt her. After I promised I wouldn't. I moved and took my semi-hard correction from her. She moaned and shifted a bit. "Are you alright?" I asked her. Alice laughed and nodded taking some of the hair that fell over her face back in place. "Just a little sore." I stood up and walked to the bathroom, bringing cloth and a small bowl with warm water. I shifted Alice a bit, as gentle as I could the red of the small amount of blood spilled now a reminder of her no longer being a virgin. ours. My bear told me as I started to clean her, placing small kisses on her thighs and belly. After cleaning the both of us, I pulled her into my arms and cuddled her. "Can we do it again?" I laughed and shook her head. "I have to let you heal first. Even though I would love to make love to you again -" Alice placed her hand over my heart where the bear paw tattoo was and said "You didn't hurt me if that is why you're afraid" 

"Babe, I would still prefer you heal" I brought her in closer and we just lay in bed just listening to the music that was playing downstairs. I would not be letting Alice go ever again. But you haven't told her about us. The bear told me. Soon, I will tell her soon.