Chapter 1: Vows in the Vapor

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The courthouse bathroom smelled like lemon bleach and old dreams—harsh light buzzing over the sink, my thrift-store lace itching at the collar. Caleb knelt on the tile, knees popping like gravel, ring box trembling in his callused coder hands. "It's you, Mia. Always has been." His voice, low and cedar-warm, wrapped around the vowels like smoke. Eyes the color of storm clouds, locked on mine. No crowd, no fuss—just us, the janitor's mop sloshing in the hall, and a justice-of-the-peace who'd seen weirder. I laughed, tears pricking, because who proposes in a public restroom? But that's us: Quiet walks in the rain, shared earbuds on park benches, his thumb tracing my knuckles like he was mapping stars. Tinder matches this—six months of "what if" turning real. "Yes," I whispered, sliding the band on—silver, scuffed, perfect. He rose, pulled me close, and his lips tasted like the black coffee we'd grabbed on the way. Soft at first, then hungry, his hands fisting my veil like it was the only anchor. The janitor wolf-whistled from the door. We broke apart, giggling like idiots, foreheads pressed. "Mr. and Mrs. Voss," the JP drawled, stamping our paper. Caleb—my Caleb—grinned that rare, dimple-flash smile. "Outta here?" We bolted, sneakers squeaking, into November chill. City streets blurred—taqueria for tacos, his arm slung loose over my shoulders, whispering dumb vows between bites. "I'll delete your spam folders forever." "I'll never judge your midnight cereal." Our apartment waited, a third-floor walk-up with boxes like Tetris bricks and a mattress dragged to the floor. No honeymoon suite—just us, fairy lights strung hastily over the window, takeout wine in plastic cups. He undressed me slowly, lace pooling like spilled milk, his fingers ghosting scars I never named. "Beautiful," he murmured, breathing hot on my collarbone. We tangled there, skin to skin, the world shrinking to his weight pinning me gently, my nails digging half-moons into his back, that cedar scent drowning the bleach ghost. Laughter bubbled when I knocked over a lamp; sighs deepened as the fairy lights danced shadows on the walls. It felt like coming home—safe, unhurried, his whispers chasing away the old prickles I couldn't quite name. After, spooned in the glow, his arm heavy across my waist, I traced his jaw scar—bike crash story, he said once. Steady breath, heart thump syncing mine. Safe. Sweet. Mine. His phone buzzed on the nightstand. Once. Twice. I twisted, squinting at the blue s***h. Unknown sender. Peach emoji, winking innocently. Leave him, or the photos go live. My stomach flipped like a bad somersault. Attached: A folder icon, fat with files. I tapped, heart suddenly loud in my ears. First pic: Me, sixteen, strawberry cone mid-lick, park bench sweat gleaming on my skin. Eyes half-lidded, oblivious to the world. Next: Eighteen, snot-streaked in a gas station mirror, prom dress ruined by rain and regret. Twenty-two: Tangled sheets, a stranger's back turned, morning light harsh on the mess. Last week: Wedding dress twirl, alone in the boutique, giggling at my reflection like a fool. Hundreds. Every hidden ugly. Every perfect fracture I'd buried deep. The final one loaded slowly, pixel by pixel. Me—now. In this bed. Eyes wide on his phone. Timestamp: Two minutes ago. Caleb snored softly beside me. Arm still heavy, breath even. But the phone... it vibrated again in my palm. He's not who you think, Mia. Check the reflection. I bolted up, robe snagging on the sheets, bare feet cold on the wood floor. The living room light flicked—harsh, accusing yellow spilling over unpacked chaos. Our wedding print on the mantel, fresh from the drugstore kiosk. Smiling at us, frozen in that bathroom glow. I snatched it, thumb smudging the gloss. Zoomed in on the courthouse glass behind our heads. Hoodie. Gray fabric bunched at the collar. Hands jammed deep in pockets. Watching from the street, blurred but unmistakable. The frame slipped from my fingers. Glass shattered like thin ice under boots. From the bedroom: "Mia? Babe?" Caleb's voice, rough from sleep and concerned. The hallway stretched dark, the mouth of a cave. One creak echoed from the floorboards. Closer. Bare feet are padded and soft.
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